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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin I can totally understand. In Victoria there’s really nothing other than CATT team who involuntarily put you in. They also can do check ins if you don’t need hospital but are really unwell. The CATT team are scary and not that great in my experience. When do you see your GP and counsellor next?

Im really glad I’ve been about to help. If I was there I’d help so much more. But I’m glad you knowing I’m here and can talk is of some help at the moment.

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@Cuddlebear its still over a week away until my doctors appointment and my counsellor is on the 9th January.

I'm struggling to keep my eyes open and I'm not feeling great so I'm going to have a nap.

I love you beautiful and I'll talk to you later ❤️.

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@MissGremlin Ok my sweet. Have a good gentle nap. Will chat later.

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@Cuddlebear Thanks for tag. Know what you mean about CATT teams. Just not really fit for purpose if they dont have anything set up that is not Crisis. Cos then they treat everything with the blunt edge of a crisis hammer, which is NOT helpful.

Hope you get a decent nap. @MissGremlin

Cooee @MJG017 @NightFury @AlwaysMyself

Wanna drink?

 Kombucha is about as exciting as I get... lol

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@Appleblossom i have been disturbed more times than I can remember whilst trying to nap, no rest for the wicked.

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Got back from lunch via the supermarket. Now i think i need a nap...

@NightFury i reckon being flexible with your tv rule is a good thing on days when you've spent all your spoons. I assume your rule is there to help ensure you dont spend ALL day EVERY day in front of tv?

Im glad you let yourself have early tv today. 😊 that is self-compassion. Im proud of you.

Ps - your photo of Luna 🥰😍 i loovveee her spots!

@MissGremlin i wish i could offer to come down and petsit Casper for you so you cohld spend a few weeks or a month in hospital. Imagine if I could look after Casper and meet up with @Cuddlebear and Wilbur for a short walk and puppy greetings! 🥰 we can imagine pretend at least.

I do wish i could help you both out in a practical way though.

@Appleblossom *waves*. I am so behind on post tags. I read your update from xmas today 😊 . But i am at my dads house so i dont have the sound on to listen to audio, but i am glad the song was a positive thing for you. 🥰

Ok maybe nap time for me... i have spent more spoons that i have. But i have not lost my patience or manners with my father (yet) which is good. His partner and I just exchange looks at each other - we both know what it is like when he doesn't listen to anything said. Ahhhh i am keeping my breathing in mind to keep calm and relax my shoulders when irritated or frustrated.

Catch you all later after some rest 😴😴

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@AlwaysMyself haha oh you think just like me. My imagination often wanders away with me when I think about how awesome it would be to meet up with people here 😂.

Hope you can get a better nap than I was able to have.

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Hello @MissGremlin. @AlwaysMyself , @Appleblossom , @Cuddlebear , @MJG017

Wish the support button would work to show I am supporting you all

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Hello @Shaz51 ❤️

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Did not have a good nap my @MissGremlin

I have not had a nap since early this morning xx

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