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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I have to go to a bowls club Christmas dinner @MissGremlin but I've not got anything else planned.

What about you?

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@NightFury i hope the bowls club Christmas dinner goes well sweet.

I have no plans for tomorrow.

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I hope it goes well too @MissGremlin it's not at my club, but at a club that my Dad plays at. I have a bit of an...awkward history at this club, but my Dad invited me and I said that I'd go with him. I don't feel particularly comfortable there.

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@MissGremlin It could be the new smell. Once it starts cooking and the house is getting that nice lamb bake smell he’s likely to really like some while watching his comfort movie. I love how he has a comfort movie.

Dogs also have super good hearing so he may have heard a sound the human ears can’t pick up. I’m glad he’s settled now.

Also, lamb sounds very yumee.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet. Remember that it's ok to take some time for yourself if it gets too much for you being there.

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@Cuddlebear yeah I'm thinking that it's cos it was a new smell. I gave him a couple of pieces and he loved it but I'm not sure I'll be cooking lamb again 😂. He's lucky I don't mind watching ice age too, they are good movies.

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hiya @Cuddlebear @NightFury @MissGremlin how's everyone going?

@MissGremlin just saw the pics of Casper AWWW 😍 it absolutely did brighten my day, thank you for sharing!!

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Hello @rav3n, I'm keeping myself busy today, things seemed to happen in just a way that has worked out. Today wasn't going to be a good day given certain thoughts (I'm safe) but then I've been helping here and connecting and it's kept me distracted.

Hehe yay, glad it did and you're welcome 😊.

How are you going?

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hearing you @MissGremlin i'm glad you've been able to keep yourself connected and occupied, proud of you for pushing through. 💗

i'm doing alright, watched the new avatar movie today. i can't believe i sat through a 3hr+ movie without zoning out 😆

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Thankyou @rav3n ❤️. I was honestly worried what was going to happen today so I'm glad that things have turned out ok.

Oohhh did you enjoy it? I love the avatar movies but yes 3 hours is a long time to sit through without zoning out.

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