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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Sorry to hear that you've had a rough day.

My day's been...okay, I guess @MissGremlin. I played bowls today, we got a win. I feel pretty flat today, which isn't a surprise really given the last couple of days.

I wonder why Casper's upset at the kitchen at the moment?

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@NightFury well done for the lawn bowls win sweet. I get that flat feeling, it's definitely been a tough time for you lately, remember to be gentle with yourself ❤️.

It's just strange, he's so unsettled and was hiding in my room. I've managed to get him sitting on the lounge with me now but he's just staring at the kitchen and keeps barking. I'm not sure if it was the smell from the lamb cos I've never cooked it before with him, it's been years since I've even had lamb myself.

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@MissGremlin I love him and how he loves dress ups! Thank you for sharing photos of him they truly bring happiness and joy! He’s grown too and he’s the most beautiful black fur!

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Did you do any banging, or did you drop anything, in the kitchen while you were cooking @MissGremlin? something like that might have spooked him.

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@Cuddlebear you're so welcome my sweet. He's so soft and fluffy after his bath the other day and he's definitely grown.

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@NightFury nope, just as soon as I started cooking the lamb he ran and hid. It's completely out of character for him. It sort of puts me on edge cos when I was in the kitchen before something little fell to the ground and made a little tick sound, this is when Casper was hiding in my room.

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I can understand why you're on edge @MissGremlin if Luna was all riled up about something, or she was afraid of something, that would put me on edge too.

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@NightFury I've put ice age the movie on cos it's Caspers comfort show. He loves scrat and sits there watching the TV 😂.

Was thinking about doing something to distract myself but I don't know whether to do some diamond art or my colouring.

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I love that Casper has a comfort show @MissGremlin that's so cute!

A distraction sounds like a good idea.

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@NightFury he's so funny when he sits there watching it.

I'm going to work on my stitch diamond art ☺️.

Have you got any plans for tomorrow sweet?

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