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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor05 Dec 2025, 4:53 pm AEDT

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how's the day been for you?

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JynxModerator05 Dec 2025, 4:59 pm AEDT

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How are things @MissGremlin @Chasingsunsets @NightFury ?

@Chasingsunsets wrote:

Hehe @MissGremlin same I feel like my mind is in about 50 spots on the forum lol (bit of an exaggeration hehe but feels like 50 😅)

Bahaha - This is how I feel logging in every Friday to 50+ notifications (I've broken the hundy mark a couple times too!)

Hope everyone has gotten some sunshine today 💜

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NightFurySenior Contributor05 Dec 2025, 4:59 pm AEDT

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Hey @MissGremlin and @Jynx my day has been tiring. We went on excursion, which always makes for a busy day. And I always struggle with over stimulation and noise when travelling by bus. I'm glad to be home and thinking about having a cuppa

How's your day been?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor05 Dec 2025, 5:11 pm AEDT

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Hello @Jynx, I'm feeling like a reject and like I don't belong anywhere (I'm safe) 😞. Trying to remind myself that the things that are happening are just cos of the medication but there's a really big fear that the things I'm seeing and voices I'm hearing are here to stay. I got to talk to my doctor yesterday and he said to stop the medication and I will see him again on Tuesday but then he's away for 2 weeks. There's been alot going on and I'm struggling to process what feels like a million things at once.

I'm trying to keep up with the light humour to stop myself from completely falling apart. Gotta catch up on a couple of sock posts so that should act as a good distraction too.

Haha oh I've broken the hundred mark a couple of times too 😂. Then it's like where on earth do I start. Thing is once you start then you get new notifications so it's like an impossible mission 😂.

How are you going, did you get up to much during the week?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor05 Dec 2025, 5:15 pm AEDT

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@NightFury it sounds like a very tiring day, can completely understand the over stimulation. I'm glad you are home and a cuppa sounds perfect.

Today has been very full on for me and i haven't had a chance to rest. On a plus side my lego Gremlin arrived today ☺️

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NightFurySenior Contributor05 Dec 2025, 5:17 pm AEDT

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I'm pretty sure mine arrived today too @MissGremlin but because I wasn't home, they took it to the Post Office, so it's sitting there waiting for me to pick it up.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor05 Dec 2025, 5:25 pm AEDT