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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Alls well, but ends well @MissGremlin or whatever the saying is.

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@NightFury yes. I really don't fancy going through that again but I am glad I had Casper with me cos he kept me calm. And on the plus side I got to see my oldest child which was really nice.

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I'm glad things worked out well for you today @MissGremlin and you got to see your eldest.

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Hey @MissGremlin @we have crossed paths a lot today But we haven’t actually spoken really 🫶

How’s your evening going 😀

Hey @NightFury

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Hello @Chasingsunsets, we have indeed. I've struggled to keep up with posts at times lately so my apologies if I don't reply.

I'm trying to get some sleep but my brain is working against me. So I'm laying here listening to music until I'm able to fall asleep.

How are you going?

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Hehe @MissGremlin same I feel like my mind is in about 50 spots on the forum lol (bit of an exaggeration hehe but feels like 50 😅)

Sleep well my friend 🫶, I’m alright just been super busy with errands and stuff, back to the grind tomorrow 💫

Also been listening to music - actually the same song since about 2pm 😅🙊

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You woke up @MissGremlin, hope you’re ok. I’m just about off to sleep now hope you will be able to get a bit more rest 💜

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@Chasingsunsets haha oh I reckon the 50 feels pretty accurate 😂.

I slept for a little bit but I'm awake now of course. Hope all goes well getting back to the grind tomorrow.

Music is good, I can relate to listening to the same song on repeat 😂.

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haha @MissGremlin thanks for the laugh it did feel like 50 for a minute there lol

Thanks re tomorrow, might need jump starting soon get those batteries somewhat recharged lol. I am really excited though it’s Indi’s Christmas party on Saturday and we haven’t been to class in forever and I love out trailing classes really been missing them so looking forward to just having fun with her and her getting treats for all the wins she has ☺️


Oh yeah new songs on repeat then after while I can’t stand them ahah.

I better hit the hay only been saying forever that I’m tired lol!! Hope you can get some most rest too!! Hope to check in tomorrow 🙏

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@Chasingsunsets haha oh needing a jump-start 😂. I do hope you can wake up feeling recharged. The party on Saturday sounds like great fun and I'm sure you and Indi will have a such a good time ☺️.

Hope you get lots of rest and I'll chat to you tomorrow or whenever you're able to get on. Night night ❤️

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