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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou @rav3n, you really don't know how much strength it took to step away from here. Yesterday I couldn't even login as I knew it's not the space I needed to be in. Today I'm feeling a little better and looking at some of the posts to see if I can reply. I saw my doctor yesterday and have something I'd like to talk about but I'm still unsure how I'm supposed to put a recovery focused thing on it. I know connecting would help so I'm just trying to ease my way back into things.

Thankyou for the love and hugs, it's needed do much right now ❤️.

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your efforts aren't going unnoticed at all @MissGremlin i'm glad you're feeling a lil better today 💙

we're happy to help you with recovery-focused posting! this thread is a great place to start so you get the gist: How To: Recovery Focused Posting. if you have further questions/need further guidance with writing up a post - feel free to reach out 😊

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Thankyou @rav3n ❤️.

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@MissGremlin you're in my thoughts and prayers lovely. Time to be kind to you and heal xoxo

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Thankyou @ENKELI my sweet ❤️

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Hugs @MissGremlin

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet ❤️.

How are you going?

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It doesn't matter.

Take care of you, my friend. @MissGremlin

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@NightFury it most certainly does matter sweet. I'm doing ok at the moment so I'm more than happy to be here for you ❤️.

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I'm feeling pretty emotional today @MissGremlin

I had a counselling appointment after work yesterday and it's stirred up some emotions - including grief from the loss of my Grandad, emotions that I've probably not been processing because I haven't given myself the time and opportunity.

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