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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury oh no, that's makes it hard. Try to remember to breathe and take things one step at a time. Sending you hugs my sweet ❤️

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Hey @MissGremlin

Checking in to see how things are going over there?

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Oh, please don't apologise for the long post! Your thoughts are always more than welcome. @MissGremlin

I really hear you on this. And I think it's so important to know when feeling is uncomfortable vs. unsafe, and big emotions really can feel frightening... so I think going to safe people and activities for grounding is a really good idea when you feel this way. 💛

YES!! Oh my goodness, I get that too! Hmm... does it ever help to remind yourself that your body and brain are operating based on a familiar pattern in those moments? Sometimes this helps me to create seperation. Like, "Oh, this is just my automatic system taking over. Maybe I can explore something different here, just to see how it feels?"

How are things sitting with you tonight? Did you get some rest?

That is SO fine and I think it's great that you're able to honour where you're at. The community will understand. And honestly, I do the same. 🥰

Thank you, you're too kind.

Yes, I am very relieved! 😍

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Just letting everyone know that I'm going through a really hard time at the moment and I've had to step back from the forums for the time being. I'm safe and working with my doctor to get support to get through this. I love the community here and I'm always thankful for everyone's support. I look forward to being able to chat and connect with people when I'm ready to.

Sending love, strength and hugs to everyone ❤️.

@Bunniekins @avant-garde @NightFury @MJG017 @Chasingsunsets @AuntGlow @Jynx @Shaz51 @Sunnyside226 @Cuddlebear @Blackcloud @rav3n @Ru-bee @ENKELI @Glisten @Mustang67

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Take care and come back whenever you’re ready @MissGremlin and hoping that you’ll be getting the supports you finally deserved ❤️

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@MissGremlin sweetheart you take your time with your doctor to get well. we love you hunny and are sending you bunny kisses and hugs. love bunxxx

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hey @MissGremlin really appreciate you letting us know. as much as we will miss you, i'm also really proud of you for taking the steps to prioritise your health and safety. that must've taken a lot of strength. take care, and we'll see you back here whenever you're ready - sending you lots of gentle hugs and love 💖

we're rooting for you!! 💗

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Thankyou @Blackcloud my sweet. Hope you are doing well ❤️.

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Thankyou my sweet @Bunniekins, hope you've had a lovely day. Love you beautiful ❤️.

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@MissGremlin i love you too Dreamy xxx

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