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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet.

I'm really glad that you signed the lease but I do understand the fears about becoming homeless or having to move back in with your Mum and Dad.

I know it's hard to trust that you'll find work but I believe things will work out. I remember reading somewhere that you have an interview coming up in mental health work?

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I do have a job interview coming up in a week and a half @MissGremlin but I have no confidence.

I have about eight other job applications I'm waiting/hoping to hear back from, so I could have more interviews to attend. I'm working hard at it.

I just...don't/can't trust.

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@NightFury I'm glad you have an interview coming up, maybe we can work towards building on that confidence 😊

You are doing amazing at working so hard to find another job, I see that and I'm so proud of you sweet ❤️.

I hear you sweet, I'm very much the same.

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@Chasingsunsets ooohhh they are so pretty 😍. Thankyou, I shall reply to your post soon, just winding down at the moment.

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My confidence has kind of...hit rock bottom @MissGremlin

But I want to work on rebuilding it.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet. I have zero confidence in myself too, but I've been working on rebuilding it so maybe thats something we can work on together 😊.

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I'd like that @MissGremlin

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@NightFury let's do it then ❤️.

What's your plans for the weekend sweet?

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@Chasingsunsets hehe we do seem to have those big posts, it always starts off small but then grows 😂.

That sounds like a really tough situation with the doctor, I know how hard it is to find one that bulk bills though so I can understand that.

The algae bloom is definitely taking a toll. I will definitely let you know and post some pics when I do finally get to take Casper down to the beach 😊.

How has the rest of your day been?

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I have lawn bowls tomorrow. I don't really want to, but I've been named in the team so at this point, I kinda have to @MissGremlin and I know it's just...my mood talking. And the fact that I'm physically not feeling the best right now.

On Sunday, I'm not sure yet. A rest day, I hope. What about you?

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