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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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The flowers are beautiful @Chasingsunsets

I'm sorry...I looked at your post, and was waiting for the flowers to load, then I forgot to reply. Again, I'm sorry.

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@NightFury i understand when it's the mood talking, I get that too. Hopefully you wake up tomorrow feeling better and enjoy the lawn bowls 😊.

I have to do shopping tomorrow but other than that I think it's a relaxing weekend for me.

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Lawn bowls again @NightFury ! Good on you! Glad you are making that time.

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I hope so too @MissGremlin

A relaxing weekend sounds sososo good.

I'm going to head to bed, but I hope to chat to you tomorrow.

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@NightFury ok sweet, hope you get a good night's rest. I'll be around tomorrow so I'm sure we will chat then. Night night sweet ❤️.

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Hi @tyme hope you're having a good Friday night. We made it to Friday again!

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And this is the REAL FriYAY!!! @NightFury

Woohoo!

BTW, when is your interview?

Any changes in how you feel about it?

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All good @MissGremlin and @NightFury my phone died very soon after sending them as I ran out of battery!
was a random pic and a random thought and I thought you know what dreamt and nighfury might like those! Feel like it’s something that can lift a mood even for a minute 😊

Hope you guys have a good sleep tonight, hope lawn balls goes well @NightFury @I don’t mind a game of lawn bowls on occasions, hope even though you aren’t feeling it, it’s a good night in the end for ya 🙏

Whats on for you tomorrow, dreamy ?

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@Chasingsunsets the flowers made me smile 😊

Tomorrow i have to do shopping but that's it.

What about you?

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@tyme my interview is on the 17th, so I have a week or so to wait.

I am looking forward to it, I am excited by the possibility, but I think I'm trying to protect myself from disappointment again by not letting myself get too hopeful, too excited.

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