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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury it's cool and rainy here now but I'm feeling very warm from the sun today. I'll make an iced coffee to have with you.

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Sounds great @MissGremlin I'll pop the jug onto boil again.

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What have you been up to today @MissGremlin ?

I'm having a frothy milo. I haven't had one in a while.

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@NightFury i was at a sports day today.

A frothy Milo sounds delicious, I had my iced coffee, it didn't last long enough.

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Gone already? @MissGremlin

You must have needed it!

A sports day! Hope the weather was good.

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@NightFury I definitely needed it. Sorry for the delayed reply i had to step back for a bit.

The weather was warm and the sun was a bit too much for me.

How has your evening been sweet?

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We had a cold rainy day here @MissGremlin so I'm a little jealous of your warm day and sunshine.

I'm laying on the floor in front of the wood heater, watching TV and trying not to hit the worry button in my brain.

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Hey @MissGremlin and @NightFury, not sure if you guys like flowers but I found some and wanted to pop by and send them here for you💜

 

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@NightFury I'll take a cold, rainy day over sunshine any day 😂.

Laying on the floor in front of the wood heater with the TV on sounds perfect. I hear you with the worry button, is there anything in particular that is worrying you sweet?

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Just life and adulting @MissGremlin

Today I signed a lease extention for my house (my current lease ends first week in December) but as it stands right now, I don't have a job for next year yet.

I didn't wsnt to end up homeless, and I didn't want to end up back at my Mum's and Dad's. So, I have to trust that I'll find work...

My brain doesn't do trust well.

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