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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Chasingsunsets @MissGremlin low motivation morning this morning hahaha I did NOT get out for a walk.

I wish I could go at night, but living in the city makes that a no-go, I just never feel safe enough to enjoy myself. Dancing in the kitchen shall have to be my exercise today! 😋

Hope you've both had an easy mornin 😎

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Hello @Jynx, I hear you on the lack of motivation, I only got out of bed at 12pm 😂.

That sucks had you don't feel safe enough to go at night, you need a big tough dog like Casper hehe. Dancing in the kitchen sounds perfect 😊

I had to go to the shops, it was very loud and busy today. I'm glad to be back home now and there's thunder, lightning and lots of rain here 😊.

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Hey @MissGremlin checking in, seeing how you're going today?

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The rain is just lovely @MissGremlin I have a tin roof so the sound is very soothing. Perfect for a low energy day 😊

Aww I wish I had a big spooky boy to protect me!! OMG are you gonna dress him up for Halloween? I mean he's already got a spooky ghost namesake... 😝

Trixie Von Treat is turning 3 on Halloween! My spooky lil Halloween kitty is growing up so fast 🥹

Ewwwww the shops... so loud! So bright! Haha glad you survived 😋

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, I'm full of emotions today (I'm safe), a friend in one of my facebook groups took their life on Monday so that's hitting hard. There's alot on my mind at the moment and trying to make sense of everything is hard but I've been keeping busy with distractions and working on my puzzle.

How are you feeling today sweet?

@Jynx

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I'm sorry to hear about your friend @MissGremlin that's really tough and feeling a multitude of emotions is normal.

I'm feeling better today, more regulated, less heavy. Tired though but. I've been out playing lawn bowls and we got a win, which is nice. It was drizzly and the cold got into my bones, so I'm sitting in front of the fire with a cuppa trying to decide what I want for dinner. Something yummy.

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@Jynx yes i love the rain and my carport and undercover area both have tin roofs so I love listening to it 😊.

Hehe people that know Casper know that he's a gentle giant 😂. He has his bat-wings but if I do find a cute costume before Halloween I'll dress him up and post a pic 😊.

Awww Trixie growing up ❤️. Being a Halloween baby is so cool, one of my dogs that I lost was a Christmas baby ❤️.

I agree ewwww to the shops, worst part is that I got overwhelmed and had to leave early so I have to go again tomorrow 😂.

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@NightFury thankyou sweet ❤️.

Glad you are feeling better today 😊. Well done for the win, that's awesome. It's stormy here with lots of rain but it's humid. Oh you reminded me that I haven't had a cuppa today. Oohhh I wonder what you will have for dinner? I had a salad last night 😊

 

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I'm so sorry to hear that @MissGremlin, my condolences. I hope you're being very gentle with your wonderful self. How does one make sense of such a tragedy? So, so hard. Big hugs

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

Aww would love to see Casper if he gets some spooky stuff! Tarantula legs would be hilarious - so long as you're not too ick about spiders I suppose 🤣

@NightFury did you decide on dinner? I got leftover risotto 😉

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Me too @MissGremlin me too! The last couple of days have been pretty rough.

A salad...nice. I'm not having anything as healthy as that. I've ordered a chicken and cashew from the local Chinese restaurant. I need to go and pick it up soonish. It has veggies in it, so it kinda counts? Lol. @Jynx

I need to really clean up my act food wise though. I'm working on it. I'm eating less junk and more veggies throughout the week.

This is only my second cuppa, though I did have an energy drink at lunch with my salad roll.

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