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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury glad you are feeling a bit better.

That heavy feeling sucks though. Sending you hugs sweet ❤️

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Good evening @MissGremlin, back to the grind today really wish I had more days off 🤪

Hows your evening going?

@Jynx @Former-Member

I love your cats guys!! They are soooo cute!!

whats there personalities like (lol)? I find cats so interesting and generally pat them like a dog at the start as I’m use to dogs LOL 😂

Jynx do your two get along? Who is boss out of the two of them?

I love animals 😊

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Hello @Chasingsunsets, those days off always seem to go too fast 😂.

Yeah my evening is going ok i guess.

How is yours going?

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@MissGremlin wrote:

@Jynx i don't have any plans for the weekend. Do you have anything on?


Mainly just hangin with my forums fam haha. Probably have some cleaning to do as per, and might try to get a nature walk in if I can. It does sometimes suck to be a night owl - I never feel like walking first thing in the morning, and by the time my energy kicks in it's night time 😅

How's your puzzle going @MissGremlin?

@Chasingsunsets hehe Trixie (long-haired calico) is like a huffy lil princess, and Razz (short-hair tabby) is a skittish lil gremlin 🤣

They are half-siblings so they get along sometimes, and chase each other around being naughty lil kitties the rest of the time 😸

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@Jynx haha hanging with the forums fam is always fun 😊. Oh I hear you with the night owl thing, I have zero motivation in the mornings 😂. In saying that though I've actually taken Casper for a walk in the morning the past 2 days in a row.

Puzzle is getting there slowly, I've been working on getting all the mouths of stitch put together 😂.

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Hey @MissGremlin, @Jynx @Former-Member 🤩

so lovely to hear from you all and sorry for late response!

Yeah @MissGremlin my evening was ok, thanks for asking. A smooth shift which I can’t complain about 😊, I find work easier than life itself, interesting right ahah? Today was a lot more low key than normal which was nice though!

Still on the mouths of stitch, there are a lot of stitches there hey lol.


Two morning walks that’s so awesome, I love that 🥰, wish I could continue my continue my streak of morning walks 🤪. Where do you walks 😀

@Jynx, a nature walk sounds fab! What do you see on your morning walks?

Aw it’s good they get along I guess miss Trixie rules the roost? lol, they are beautiful!

@Former-Member, haha your girl sounds funny. She knows how to give you a good wale up call 😆. I had a cat allergy too when I was little, my body learnt to cope by exposure 😆 same with dogs I use to get welts and itchy esp if the dog licked me. Cats I’d sneeze itchy eyes if I touched them etc- I love animals too much so eventually just didn’t react 😆.

Your girl does seem like she has a lot character haha



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Morning @MissGremlin hope you slept well and have a good day today 😊

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Hello @Chasingsunsets, sleep was rough but I had a nap earlier. I have to head to the shops after lunchtime, ugh to human contact 😂.

How's your day going so far?

Glad to hear it was a smooth shift 😊.

Those stitch mouths are never ending 😂.

I've just taken him around the block to my area so far but he usually comes places with me so he's been on some adventures already 😊.

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Ahh sorry to hear your sleep was rough. I didn’t get to sleep until late too 🤪.


My day has been okay still in bed lol. How’s your day going?

Thats awesome re your walks and adventures. I really should take Indi. Maybe we will do a quick park walk now 😊. She has a sore eye atm but improving pretty quickly actually. Does not like her eye medicine 😬.

Hope the shops go ok! I wonder if there is anything you are getting from the shops that you are looking forward to getting so you are able to focus on that rather than shopping itself ☺️

I use that method in a bit of a different way but to get out of bed sometimes the best thing is for me to go and get a coffee ☺️. Then I am just focusing on something I’m looking forward to, works for me 😎


Thats so awesome Casper goes with you places. Indi would also love that and so would I! Indi actually only ever saw and went on an escalator not too long ago at first she was not sure at all. Then on another go she came on, on the way back though she came on it but was bracing herself like she was thinking she was going to tip or something just down low. Lots of encouragement and she got her ball at the end as a reward!! Not bad for only her 2nd time on the escalator though 😊. (Not sure I love her on the escalator though gives me a bit of anxiety lol but I had to be super calm like nothing was wrong so she didn’t pick up on my anxiety lol)


Does Casper go on escalators? I think we might stick to lifts if we need to go somewhere that isn’t ground level 😊 (And if dogs are allowed as I haven’t got indi approved as a service dog)

I hope this is ok to post here, my heart cuddles with indi. These are the best cuddles in the world!! Heavy editing/bluring to get me out of the pic lol.

What are you favourite Casper cuddles?

 

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