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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou sweet @NightFury ❤️.

Not going to bowls practice sounds like you listened to what your body needed. After yesterday a gentle and slower day I think was definitely needed.

Sitting in front of the TV with Luna sounds perfect, I hope it's a nice restful evening for you sweet. Sending you hugs ❤️

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Thank you for the hugs @MissGremlin

That's the thing that I wish that I had - someone to give me those tight, hold me together kind of hugs.

I have a big day tomorrow, and a psych appointment after work so taking time to rest and slow down tonight.

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Awww my sweet @NightFury, I would totally give you those tight, hold me together kind of hugs if I could ❤️. I know exactly what it's like to want and need them and it sucks to have noone to get them from.

I hope tomorrow goes ok sweet, I will be thinking of you. I will be available all day and I'll check in with you during the day ❤️.

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It does suck and it is hard to have no one to hugs you like that @MissGremlin I used to tell people I hate hugs, and I get all "don't touch me," when people try to hugs without permission, but it's not true. I love hugs, from people I know, and from people who I trust. I just...don't get them, so...I tell people I don't like them.

Thank you, I would appreciate some check ins tomorrow. My appointment isn't until 5, but it's going to be a big chat and I'm nervous already.

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@NightFury i hear you and I'm exactly the same. There's only a few people that I trust and feel comfortable with giving hugs.

I'll be sure to check in sweet. I hope the school day goes smoothly for you tomorrow so that it's hopefully a bit calmer leading up to your appointment. You've got this sweet ❤️.

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I hope so too @MissGremlin

Thank you for the vote of confidence.

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Sorry been busy

Deal with sis who fell down in the shower

@MissGremlin what's for dinner today?

I know we talked about your favourite show buffy? You still watching that?

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@Sunnyside226 oh no, is your sis ok?

I didn't have dinner tonight, a migraine has me feeling icky. I do have my iced coffee though.

I actually started watching Buffy again not long ago and I've just finished season 1. Are you watching anything at the moment?

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She's fine she isn't impressed tho haha

She was in the shower the water went on the floor has she got out she went ass up 🤣😂 I did help i gave her towels I was trying to be mindful tho

Yeh migraine sucks

How many seasons is there?

@MissGremlin yeh I've got a couple of shows I'm watching tbh I have a lot of shows on my list to watch 😂

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@Sunnyside226 well I'm glad she is ok. Gotta watch those showers, they can be super slippery.

There's 7 seasons of Buffy but then there's also Angel to watch aswell.

I'm just watching the same shows over and over again. The joys of not coping with change 😂.

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