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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @AuntGlow, that's ok, hope the meetings went ok 😊.

It was alot but I got through it, can't remember how though but the point is I did.

Hmmm my mind and heart today, well I am relieved that the appointment with the counsellor went ok yesterday. Feeling a bit of mixed emotions over her doing a referral to the therapeutic team that they have but she's not going to leave me without support until they pick up my case or just in case I don't click with them.

How are you going today sweet?

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@Sunnyside226 i ain't no singer 😂.

Hope the little cry helped to release a bit of those emotions.

The puzzle is 1000 pieces, think it might take me a while with this one. I was hoping to work on it tonight but my head is hurting. So I'm just listening to music and counting down the time until bedtime.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how was your day?

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Hi @MissGremlin

My day's been okay. Better than yesterday. I haven't managed to sit and relax for long yet, but I'm looking forward to doing so.

I got my marks for my final assignment and I got a distinction, and my car was checked over by a mechanic and there's not a huge amount wrong with it. It has an air flow blockage, triggering the engine light but ir's common for Diesel cars and nothing much to worry about.

Work was work.

How was your day, my friend?

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@NightFury I'm glad that today has Vern better than yesterday. Hope you can sit down and relax soon.

Well done on your assignment, you should be so proud of yourself sweet, i know I'm proud of you ❤️. That's great that there's not too much wrong with your car, it's definitely stressful though when the engine light comes on cos it's the unknown of what could possibly be wrong.

My day has been ok, I managed to finish the border of my puzzle this morning while I chatted to my friend. Then I had a nap but woke up with a headache which has now turned into a migraine despite taking pain relief earlier. So tonight is a gentle night for me, bedtime soon with Casper cuddles 😊.

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Thank you @MissGremlin for taking the time to check in with me, especially when you aren't feeling so well yourself.

A slow, gentle, quiet night sounds like a good idea. Casper cuddles also sounds like an excellent idea. In fact, I recommend it.

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@NightFury you're welcome my sweet. I'll be ok, just need a good sleep and hopefully tomorrow it's gone 😊.

Casper cuddles are always recommended, lucky he's always up for a snuggle 😊.

Have you started working on your other Lego set yet?

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Hugs @MissGremlin

I was supposed to go to bowls practice tonight, but chose to give it a miss. It was a decision I made this morning because I wanted a gentle, slower day. I had to look at what was within my capacity after yesterday. I decided bowls was one of those things that wasn't.

I wanted to start my other lego set tonight, but I think I might just want to sit in front of the TV with Luna.

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Hey @MissGremlin sorry late reply

I see your talking to someone I don't want to interrupt

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@Sunnyside226 you're not interrupting at all. Always happy to chat to you 😊

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