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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin

I hope the bags were at least full of yummy stuff. I'm far too easily tempted on those half price specials on chocolates.

Maybe this one worker is putting in good words about you with some of the other ones. At lease they have staff there. Coles and Woolies seem to expect me to do for free, for what they used to pay people for. I'm half expecting soon that to get in they give you a box and have to stock some of the shelves before doing any shopping.

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@MJG017 i got a roast beef and veggies to cook up tomorrow 😋. And I got a new cookie loaded brownies cake thing to cook, it looked interesting so I got it 😂.

Woolies is where I shop but yes they do expect you to do it yourself but there's still staff on mostly. I mean I'm always putting things back where they belong when people leave them in the wrong places so I kind of already do part of their job 😂

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hahah awww bless! That would have been so sweet and funny to witness @NightFury, kids can come up with the best one-liners.

@MissGremlin, copy and paste or screenshot the little moments that make you smile - pop them in a folder on your laptop or phone, and then keep them as part of your safety plan. I actually think it could help so, so much. 💕

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@MissGremlin

Oh, those brownie things do look yum! A good roast is so nice in weather like this! I prefer chicken, but as long as it's not lamb or pork, I'm happy. I would be happy to just eat a plate of nice crispy roast potatoes. 😁

Well, I'm sure the staff will a continue to love having you around if you do out things back. It's so annoying when you see someone just shove something on a random shelf because they changed their mind. Even worse when it's a cold or frozen item!!

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Hi @MissGremlin it's been a big day.

I've just gotten home from work, we had parent teachers conferences this afternoon/evening.

How has the day treated you, my friend?

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@MJG017 dinner at my house tomorrow then 😂. We have roast beef, potatoes, sweet potato and carrots 😋. Oh and I make sure the potatoes are nice and crispy, it's the only way to eat them 😋

Yes it frustrates me when people leave frozen items out of the freezer, it's like really that's such a waste of food.

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@AuntGlow i can't screenshot as I have to be in a secure browser. I don't even have a copy of my safety plan cos I forgot to write it down so I only go off of memory which isn't great.

I'm having a bit of a moment right now, not quite sure what to do.

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@MissGremlin

Crispy roast potatoes... count me in! 😋

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Hi @NightFury, I imagine that would make for a very big day for you. Hope you are able to take some time to relax for the night.

Day has been a bit of a mess, just trying to make it till bedtime.

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@MJG017 shall we say 6pm then 😂😂😂.

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