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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Blackcloud it's really hard when they can't see or feel things the way you do. Alot of them are just like a textbook and they think that everyone can be fixed the same way. It's very frustrating and I'm sorry you've had to experience it.

I don't really read much at all as I struggle with comprehension.

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@MissGremlin I know the feeling. I'd be lost without Luna too. She really is my best friend.

Will you sit with me for a bit?

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@NightFury sure i will ❤️

Do you want to chat about anything?

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@MissGremlin I just watched a video on a friend's profile on social media...my friendship group from when I lived in QLD last year, got together for a lunch and the person...my old room mate was there. It's hard seeing her in what was my friendship group, it's hard seeing them together, it's hard because they were my supports. It's hard because I know who she is and how she treated me and how she made me feel.

It's just...hard. And it's made me feel really alone.

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@NightFury awww that's really rough sweet. I'm so sorry how it's left you feeling, I'm sitting with you, you are not alone ❤️

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Thank you @MissGremlin

I'm just...it's just hard and I'm just not very resilient when it comes to QLD stuff.

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That's understandable @NightFury. it would be hurtful that's for sure.

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@Bunniekins the forums are no longer a safe space for me. I'm trying to find a way around it but I'm not sure it's possible.

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@MissGremlin why is it no longer safe? what has happened sweetheart?xx

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I really hope you don't have to, we love having you here! @MissGremlin

That's okay, anxiety is allowed to be there.

Your fears are allowed to have their voice and their expression, and then we can ask them to kindly step aside so you can redirect your attention to your hopes. This may be a helpful strategy for you regarding safety planning too. What do you think? ☺️

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