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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin I am with you; it sounds like tonight has been challenging for you.

What does your bedtime routine look like tonight? Cuddles with Casper are included - I hope. 💕

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@AuntGlow I'm just not even sure how I'm feeling right now.

Just taking Casper out, setting things up for my colouring and getting my pjs on.

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@MissGremlin That's okay, you don't have to know how you are feeling right now.

Your bedtime routine sounds really grounding, actually. Please take your time to do all of this slowly and intentionally (slowing down could help with regulation). And know that we will be back on the weekend to connect with you and check-in. 💛💛💛

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@Till23 just alot of things all happened at once and i got completely worked up and reacted without really thinking.

Been trying hard to support people as it keeps me distracted but it's also hard cos I'm getting easily overwhelmed when so many messages come in at once.

I hope your night is going ok.

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Sorry to hear that you felt a bit perhaps overwhelmed before when you were out @MissGremlin.

Sorry for taking so long to respond.

I was over on another thread responding to people who were tagging me. Funny how I can go for hours and hours with no tags, then suddenly everyone is tagging me.

Anyhow I just F'd up on that thread.

So there you go!

I was going to delete a post, but someone replied so that's that.

Anyhow too much about me.

How are you settling tonight are you colouring

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Good morning @MissGremlin

I hope you had a chance to get some rest last night.

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@MissGremlin .......

Worried about you, my friend.

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@MissGremlin wondered how you were so came looking on your thread. You do matter and we miss you when you are not floating around. I can see behind you busy care for others. Take care. How to post the right way is a never ending story….cooee…gentle hugs


@NightFury @Till23 @rav3n @AuntGlow

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Hey @MissGremlin great to see you in the Toolshed! That sounds like you were playing hide and seek and we finally found you in the toolshed 😂. I really hope you ahve been ok. I'm glad I saw you before I left on my trip. I wish I could tell you more about it to act as a kind of distraction.

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