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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin know the feeling.

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Sitting with you @NightFury and sending you hugs ❤️

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@MissGremlin haha so cuteeee!! has he interacted with other dogs yet?

ooo no wonder you're so quick with the mini plaits!! i feel you, it's too much for me. i feel like i lose my patience in 5 seconds if i can't get it right 😅

TRUE!!

@NightFury do you have any furbabies?

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@rav3n he has met a few dogs and has done well with interacting with them. Just have to be careful until he is fully vaccinated.

I love doing hairs and when my oldest child was younger they had super long hair and very think. So when they went to camps I used to plait their hair with my mother.

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@MissGremlin my brother's just picked my niece up, so I'm having a Milo and enjoying the quiet for a moment.

@rav3n I have a dog named, Luna. She's a Blue Heeler, border collie cross and she's 8 years old. She's my heart.

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@NightFury ooh a hot Milo? I had a cold Milo earlier today. Hope you have a nice relaxing night.

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@MissGremlin @rav3n I found these frothy Milo sachets at the shop the other day. I've been having one every night...kind of as an attempt to just slow myself down and take ten. Sounds silly and small, but Milo for me comes with good memories

My Nan would make milk Milos for me. She would pop the mug with the milk in it, in the microwave and heat it up. Then she'd put the Milo in and it just made me feel warm, comforted and safe.

Tonight my brain's teetering between waving the white flag, giving up and retreating, or storming the castle...so I'm trying to find somewhere in between.

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@MissGremlin oh true, didn't realise he's not fully vaccinated yet! glad he's getting along well so far though!!

@NightFury aww would love to see a pic of Luna one day (no pressure though!!)

aww i absolutely hear that! milo and hot chocolates make me feel all warm and comfy. reminds me of the times i'd sneakily eat a spoon of the milo or hot choc powder when no one was watching 😋

i gotta hop off, hope both your nights go smoothly 💗

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@NightFury oh I did try those Milo ones but I didn't like them. I'm not usually a hot drink person too much. Glad you found something you can sit down and enjoy and bonus that it comes with good memories.

I really do feel that tonight. Gotta try to find that middle ground. I'm probably not much help as I really can't think of anything to suggest at the moment. But know that I'm here for you.

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@rav3n he has one more vaccination to go then he is all set and I don't have to worry so much as to where I take him.

Hope you have a good night, thanks for the chats. Night night ❤️

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