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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin you made the soup!!

i'm so sorry to hear how hard things are right now. take your time, the soup isn't going anywhere (unless Casper somehow devours it...) hopefully you can have it soon.

sending you lots of hugs, we're here for you 💜

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@rav3n i made it first thing this morning.

Casper can't have the soup, it has onions in it. I managed to eat a little bit of it. Now I'm slowly starting to organise bedtime. I have to brush my teeth and hair and put it in a plait, take Casper out to the toilet, do a few dishes and set my colouring up. Just going very slowly cos feeling dizzy and unsteady on my feet.

Thankyou ♥️.

How are you going today?

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@MissGremlin oh Casper's missing out 😋 glad you had a lil!!

slow and steady it is, i hope that doing your bedtime routine also helps you feel a bit calmer too. are you good with braiding hair? like doing all those 'french braids', 'fishtail braids', etc.?

today's been good so far, having my coffee now. my rabbit did annoy me earlier today though... he recently learnt that if he scratches the door, we will let him go outside (took him 7 years to learn this 😂) but unfortunately, he scratches it at the wrong time... so i just sit there hearing him scratch for 15-20mins on and off, i hate the sound 😅

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@rav3n Casper got his yummy dinner and got some carrot when I was making the soup so he didn't fully miss out.

I can plait but I can't braid, although I have become a pro at doing lots of little plaits in short periods of time 😂.

Haha oh cheeky bunny. I can imagine the sound would be rather annoying though. Casper scratches at his bed when he is trying to get a toy and the sound annoys me.

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Hey @MissGremlin the soup looks amazing.

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@MissGremlin aww an extra carrot treat for him!

multiple mini plaits is a short amount time is pretty cool!! i can't braid either, i can do 1-2 basic messy plaits and that's it 😆

if only our furbabies knew how annoying those sounds are 😅 it's probably music to their ears.

also hiii @NightFury

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Thanks @NightFury.

How are you going?

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@rav3n he was having fun playing with it before he ate it 😂.

I've been plaiting my hair since I was about 10 years old. I've tried braiding but it's just too complicated for me.

Don't know how the noise doesn't irritate them considering their hearing is more sensitive than ours 😂

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Hi there @rav3n

@MissGremlin You, my dear are showing some spectacular resilience and strength! I see you up there saying that you're not strong...you are! And you help others to be strong

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Thankyou @NightFury ♥️. I don't feel strong though, i really feel like I'm crumbling 😞.

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