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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @MJG017, I hope you are doing as ok as you can be. Always here for you ❤️

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Thanks@MissGremlin

Yeah... Is be lying if I said I was doing well, but I'm okay considering. I got my psych appointment moved up from Friday to tomorrow so that is helpful.

I'm a bit damp and then moment. I had to go check outsideafter that sudden burst of hail.

I did read about you appointment and being able to take Casper in with you. That should be a great help with the anxiety. He's such a good boy! It sounds like your doctor is trying to get you some support so that it nice to know someone is at least in your corner. Hopefully something comes of it, but I totally understand you not wanting to get any hopes up. I'll do the hoping for you.

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@MJG017 no lying allowed here, it's ok to not be ok. I'm glad you got your psych appointment moved up and I hope that's helpful for you.

The weather got a bit full on for a bit there, i had to take Casper out to the toilet but thankfully that was once it stopped pouring down. Hope you dry off and get nice and warm and cosy.

Yes it was definitely nice being able to take Casper in today, he is a very good boy. My doctor wrote a letter back to NDIS being that they rejected my application so now I've got to get that sent in which i spoke to mission Australia today and I've sent the letter to my worker there to hopefully submit. It's all just too confusing for me, but the letter my doctor wrote makes me chuckle cos he attacks them but does it somewhat politely 😂. You can definitely hold that hope for me and I'll send you positive vibes and non-contact hugs.

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@MissGremlin

I think Luna got a bit 'uncertain' with the bit of thunder we got. I think it would have been the first times she's heard it. She didn't freak out or anything, but definitely had that "what the **** was that?!" look.

So, we'll go with the plan of me holding on to that hope about your doctor's letter and you working on those positive vibes! I mean, it can't make things worse I guess! 😁

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Morning, @MissGremlin...

I see you had a rough night. So just checking in this morning...

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Morning @NightFury, it got a bit full on that's for sure, but I'm still here. Thanks for checking in ❤️.

How are you going?

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@MJG017 oh poor sweet Luna. Casper was laying on my pillow when it first happened, he sat straight up and was listening to it and had that "what the **** was that?" look but after that he didn't seem to be phased by it. Would have been the first time that both of them have heard thunder.

Sounds like a plan i reckon.

Speaking of plans, what's on your agenda today?

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@MissGremlin I'm glad you're still here.

Me? I took a bit of a knock yesterday and I'm trying to find my feet again.

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@NightFury sorry to hear and I'm always here for you ❤️.

Hope today goes ok for you.

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@MissGremlin thank you and I am here for you too.

Yesterday was tough on many fronts so I hope today's a bit gentler.

I hope you have the best day you possibly can.

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