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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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ArtaudSenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:19 am AEST

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Hi, I am one of the moderators- Artaud. How can I support you tonight?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:21 am AEST

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@Artaud just want to know I'm not alone right now. Having to question reality and at the moment I don't even feel like I'm real or really here.

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ArtaudSenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:24 am AEST

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Hi, Dreamy, I am one of the moderators Artaud, how can I help you.

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ArtaudSenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:29 am AEST

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No your not alone, I am here for you and the community is here for you.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:33 am AEST

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Thankyou @Artaud. I'm just trying to make it through until the daylight hours. Still feeling very shaken up by the nightmare I had, there's a range of feelings and emotions happening right now.

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NightFurySenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:38 am AEST

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@MissGremlin night mares, now there's something we have in common.

I'm here Dreamy, for a little while, until it's time for me to go to work.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:40 am AEST

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@NightFury they are horrible when they feel so real.

How are you going?

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NightFurySenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:44 am AEST

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@MissGremlin they are horrible, but let's not dwell too much on that. I hear you and I know.

Me? Oh you know?

I'm okay...in the sense that my head is so very heavy and foggy and I feel utterly wrecked and exhausted. But I'm up, I managed a nightmare free night, I'm hoping coffee helps and it's Monday so I'm off to work in a little while.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:47 am AEST

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@NightFury I completely get those feelings. I'm glad you managed a nightmare free night and that you are up. Fingers crossed that coffee helps and hopefully the day goes smoothly for you.

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NightFurySenior Contributor26 May 2025, 5:52 am AEST

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Thanks @MissGremlin

It will be an interesting day. Mondays are always a bit hectic. We have to take children who have been at home all weekend with little to no, or different boundaries back into school.

I have my second phone appointment with a counsellor this afternoon, so we'll see how that goes.

What's on your to do list today?

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