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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thanks @AuntGlow ❤️.

You will just have to wait and see the colouring, I've only just started this one yesterday so not much progress yet. You saw my last one that I finished the other day 😊

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Hello @MJG017 how was your catch up today?

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Hello @NightFury how are you going tonight?

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Hi @MissGremlin my brain's all frazzled and my emotions are all over the place. I'm just waiting for the rug rat to go home and then I'm going to try and sleep.

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@NightFury i know that feeling all too well. Hope you can get a good night's sleep. Sending you hugs ❤️

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Me too @MissGremlin. I need it.

Thank you for supporting me with jt last night...again and for always checking in.

Night @MissGremlin @tyme

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Anytime @NightFury.

Night night ❤️

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Night @NightFury

Take care

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Waking up in a full on panic after a nightmare that felt so realistic. Feeling sick to my stomach at the moment, I can't unsee things. I'm trying hard to bring myself out of this state but it's shaken me to my core. I can still see everything happening so vividly and it's just not stopping 😞.

I've got my weighted blanket on me and my fidget toy in my hand, trying to keep myself here in this moment.

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Is there any @moderator around please? Having a rough night and I've exhausted all avenues when it comes to reaching out to crisis services. I just really don't want to feel so alone right now. I'm exhausted from trying to keep myself grounded/present, I'm not quite sure what to do.

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