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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@AuntGlow i can't process everything, not right now. I'm sick of things being like this 😞. I need to find some ways to try and be kind to myself right now, I'm hurting and I'm feeling so fragile.

Thankyou for being here ❤️.

@tyme thanks for the suggestion, but it's not an option.

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@MissGremlin I understand. Let's make things as simple as possible... if anyone else here was feeling how you are, what would you say to reassure them and show them kindness? 💛

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@AuntGlow i can't even think right now. My brain feels like mush. I don't like that everything has just gone silent.

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What would be helpful for you at the moment? What would you like from the community here @MissGremlin ?

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@MissGremlin That's okay. Do you have anything that you enjoy listening to when things are too quiet? 💛

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@AuntGlow it's not the noise around me that's quiet, it's inside my head. I've got music on, I've just sat down on my bed and I made myself an iced coffee.

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@tyme I'm just trying to talk things through. Sorry but I'm not sure what I need right now, I'm trying to work it out.

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@MissGremlin That sounds like a wonderful way to care for yourself. I am so glad you found something regulating to do, you should be really proud of your ability to do so. Maybe write a little note in your phone or on a notepad around what helped you to get there? ✨💛

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@AuntGlow these are things I do every night. It hasn't helped anything, it's just routine. The challenge now will be trying to keep myself distracted now that everything has stopped. I have my colouring in front of me and I'm hoping I can do some of that.

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@MissGremlin Well, I am still proud of you for continuing to show up for yourself, that isn't easy.

Please tell me more about your colouring. ☺️

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