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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @MissGremlin! I am gooood. Watching my housemate play with her black lab and drinking an iced strawberry matcha whilst I work. hehe how is your little lab today?

And most importantly, how are you? ✨

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@AuntGlow sounds nice and relaxing. Casper is going well.

I'm not going so well today, things came crashing down for me so I'm just taking things second by second and reaching out when I need to.

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Hello @Jynx, how are you doing today?

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Hi @MissGremlin not too shabby, yourself?

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@Jynx feeling very drained, things changed very fast last night and today hasn't been great. But I got my music cranking and I'm trying to keep myself busy.

What have you been up to?

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@MissGremlin Thank you for letting me know how you're feeling tonight. Taking things second by second and reaching out when you need to sound like really good ways to nourish yourself right now. What do the next few seconds have in store? 🥰

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@AuntGlow breathing and keeping my heart beating, right now that's my focus. I'm having some very intrusive thoughts at the moment that are really getting the better of me. I'm waiting to get through to lifeline, just trying to keep myself busy while I'm waiting to avoid other things happening.

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Hello @MJG017, hope you have had an ok day and kept warm 😊

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@MissGremlin Keep on holding on hun. you got this, and we got you!!

I have been slowing everything down of late hehe, so not much today - just took my car in for a service then rode the train home!

Was definitely cranking tunes my own self hehe, do you like Metrik? omg it's like being in a video game soundtrack hehehe

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Thanks @Jynx ❤️

Slow can be good, I've really slowed things down myself lately. Everyday I'm just exhausted from the second I wake up. Good job getting the car in for a service though.

I do like Metrik, us it definitely gives game soundtrack vibes hehe.

I'm sitting on my bed now, trying hard to fight these thoughts. Exhausted and want to just curl up into a ball and cry. Had to go and scoop Casper up and plonk him on my bed with me

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