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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin not bad, bit sleepy-faced. Maybe it's coffee o'clock methinks!

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@Jynx i feel that today. I need an iced coffee so I'll join you 😋.

I did something productive, I swept through my house 😊.

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Just thought I'd share something with you all, I'm currently wearing a smile. I'm not even sure why, but I'm just feeling a little lighter right now. Enjoying the moment for however long it lasts 😊.

@Jynx @MJG017 @AuntGlow @Ru-bee @rav3n

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Hello @NightFury, how are you going?

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I'm glad to hear you're smiling @MissGremlin

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And in that next breath something threatened to take that smile away. I accidentally smashed a plate and it triggered childhood trauma. Deep breaths, there's noone here to scream at you for it, it's ok.

@Jynx @AuntGlow @Ru-bee

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Thanks @NightFury, it's always a strange feeling for me cos it doesn't happen very often.

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Eeee good to see you looking out for your inner child, @MissGremlin 😊

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reading about your smile brought a smile to face too, i'm so happy to hear 😊 @MissGremlin

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Thanks @rav3n and @Jynx ❤️.

I've finished all my jobs that I have to do before bed, now I'm not sure what I should do. Did actually contemplate getting my oodie dressing gown on and sitting on my bed but not sure if I really want to break routine. Hmmm decisions, decisions 🤔.

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