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We are here when you want us @MissGremlin in your own time

@Jynx how am I supposed to be gentle with myself when I hate myself so much. I really don't know how I'm supposed to keep myself here tonight 😞.

You've been so lovely on here tonight @MissGremlin which is normally how you are

@Till23 i know how much of a hard time you are having at the moment and I really appreciate you still being here and offering your support.

Try and be gentle with yourself, you have alot going on and I know tomorrow is going to be such a hard day for you.

Sending you big hugs, we are here for you ❤️

@MissGremlin maybe it's not about finding a way, maybe it's about trusting that you can make it through a minute, cos each minute that passes gets you closer to being through this.

Maybe it's about reminding yourself of every other day that has tried to defeat you, and failed.

Maybe you do hate yourself right now, but spite is as good a reason as any to keep going. So maybe you survive today to spite all those who told you you couldn't - including perhaps even yourself.

@Jynx that's all I ever do is live my life minute by minute. It doesn't feel like it's a minute closer to being through this but rather another minute as to what comes next.

Ok, deep breath, let's try to get through this once again if that's at all possible.

Distraction time i guess, can see if that helps.

What did you get up to today?

That sounds so lovely @NightFury. I believe that you are all doing this already for each other energetically. 🥰

@Till23 I think you are more than good enough, but you are allowed to have these feelings. I am glad you have expressed them.

How is your last night going with your fur baby? 😔 I won't be here tomorrow, but please know I will be thinking of you and will check in as soon as I am back on Sunday. 🩷

@MissGremlin not a lot ay, just went and tried not to weep at my grocery total 😂

And I didn't even get Turtle Chips!! Grrrrr

@Jynx omg that was literally me yesterday (ok i was already pretty emotional but still). I have this thing with the workers where I always shop, they know they are not allowed to tell me the total of my shopping. I just scan my card and hope for the best 😂.

Oh no, not the turtle chips.

Honestly though it's bloody ridiculous how much everything costs now days.