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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Enjoy the sunshine @Shaz51 😊.

Hope you have a good day ❤️

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Honestly my day has turned to sh!t already. Let down by a crisis service yet again despite telling them I didn't feel safe they still ended the chat on me. Just before the chat ended they got me to go into specific details about events that have happened and plans that I have, so I was left to try and bring myself out of a very vulnerable state from sharing everything. Honestly I'm just sick of going through this, what's the point anymore. I'm hurting and I'm scared, I hate myself and I don't trust myself. You get to a point when you are tired of reaching out for support only to be let down. Why bother reaching out, why not just act, why not just give up, maybe then someone might actually realise just how bad things are, or maybe they still won't care.

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we care @MissGremlin 😍

sitting with you

if you want to chat I am here and @Ru-bee is here too xx

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Hey @MissGremlin Hearing how frustrating and hopeless this cycle feels right now. I know it can feel like others don't care, but we certainly do care about you! What can we do to support you today?

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@Ru-bee I really don't even know, I'm sorry 😞

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have you had something to drink or eat this mornin @MissGremlin and @Ru-bee ?

I have had porridge and a cup of coffee

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No i haven't and I can't @Shaz51.

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I've had some coffee and eggs @Shaz51 but this is a good reminder that I need more water

@MissGremlin are you able to have some water at all?

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@Ru-bee i had some water when I took some tablets.

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sending understanding hugs @MissGremlin

today i have been feeling sick in the stomach all day so I have been sipping water so I dont get dehydrated

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