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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @Till23.

Glad your psych appointment helped you to feel a little better.

It's so hard when you know that you are buying or doing the last of things for or with your dog. Taking him outside sounds like it was a nice time for you both.

I hope you enjoy the music thing if you decide to go to it.

Sending you hugs ❤️

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@MissGremlin Yum! Can't go wrong with a classic. I actually found this Dubai Chocolate croissant (that's what I had yesterday) and it was AMAZING.

I understand this fear of being too positive... it's somehow safer to stay with the heaviness, isn't it? It makes a lot of sense that you would be feeling this way. I really, really hope things are different for you and lovely Casper - he is absolutely beautiful. 🥹

I am really glad to hear that you and @MJG017 have a connection you can turn to. 💛

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@AuntGlow oohh that sounds very yummy 😋.

Yes it really is. Everytime I even try to think of something positive my brain goes into defence mode in order to protect me from getting hurt. The anxiety of something going wrong is far too strong.

I definitely am glad to have that connection with @MJG017, I always enjoy our chats 😊.

How are you going today?

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@Jynx @rav3n @Ru-bee @AuntGlow

Having a rough time at the moment and currently being screamed abuse at. Can you sit with my while I try to ride this out please?

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Here with you, please let me know what you need. @MissGremlin 💛

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Thanks @AuntGlow ❤️. There's not really anything anyone can do. I just don't want to be alone in this moment.

I may not be able to reply for a bit as I have to be careful.

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I hear you, I know this must feel very intense for you. So let me know what you need, I will be here.

I am going to respond to your other comment now, which may offer a welcome distraction. You asked how I am going today - thank you for always checking in!

I am feeling a little tired, as I spent a lot of time at the gym and pilates, but I know I will feel better for it tomorrow. It's a bit of a slow process at the moment, because I injured my ankle, but I am getting there. What kind of movement do you enjoy most?

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hey @MissGremlin abuse is never okay, i'm so sorry you're dealing with that right now. please don't hesitate to reach out to 000 if you're at immediate risk, you're safety is our first priority.

sending you gentle hugs, you're not alone here 💙

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@AuntGlow hope your ankle is better soon and I also hope you get a good night's rest tonight and wake up feeling refreshed tomorrow.

Movement for me is really only just walking or i have fun dancing around my house with music cranking.

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Thanks @rav3n ❤️.

Really trying to calm myself down now, body is in a state of shock. Feeling very overwhelmed and scared at the moment.

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