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@rav3n oh I'm the same, literally walk out and go ahhh crap I was supposed to tell him this and that. I also write things in my phone but yep I forget to check that too 😂.

Yes being able to see the numbers through the paint is driving me nuts already. But I'm trying to keep pushing through in the hopes a couple of coats will make the difference.

@MissGremlin Yay! What kind of croissant will you go for?

That's okay. You are also allowed to feel sad or angry - all of it. This sounds incredibly painful, my heart is with you tonight. It would be so hard to feel positive with such a great sense of loss. Have you been able to connect with others who have been through a similar experience?

I am very glad to hear you have a new pup, what is their name and breed? 💛

@AuntGlow i reckon I might have a ham,tomato and cheese croissant 😊. What about you?

Oh I've got a range of different emotions that I deal with over the whole situation. Thankyou ❤️. It's very hard to feel positive when the fear of something happening again is constantly there. Not really, I don't deal with talking to people other than on here. But there's has been a few that have lost animals, I've talked about the funny things they used to do with @MJG017 which helped to remember the good times.

His name is Casper and he is a labrador 😊.

@MissGremlin a masquerade for anonymity? hehe

hope you have a chill night hun, catch you next time 💜

@Jynx hehe yes if course 😂.

Catch you next time, night night ❤️

@MissGremlin Good morning, how are you today?

Morning @NightFury, have woken up very shaky so hoping that feeling goes away soon.

How are you going?

@MissGremlin I am okay.

Have woken up a bit head heavy today. It's been a big couple of days though, so I'm not surprised.

Take care of yourself today - eat good foods, rest, get some sun light and drink plenty of water.

@NightFury it's definitely been a big couple of days.

I just want to go back to sleep but it's not an option.

Take care of yourself too. Sending you hugs ❤️

Hey @MissGremlin @NightFury @MJG017 how are you all today.

I was tired this morning, because I stayed up too late on forums etc.

Had psych appt this morning, which was hard but a good session, and I feel a little better, hopefully I can sustain it.

Went shopping to get my dog his last food and nearly burst in to tears in supermarket, but recovered.

Even though it's showery here I managed to take him out for a gentle stroll on my front lawn and the neighbours on each side. I did some weeding so he could take his time, and gave him an occasional pat when he came near me, he is deaf and fairly blind. I felt uplifted by that.

I might go to a music thing shortly to keep my spirits up, I won't join in with music, because I haven't prastised for weeks, but I'll get to see a some people I know hopefully, i'll see how I feel when time gets closer.

I hope you are all doing as well as you can