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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @MJG017, how'd you go with getting things done today? I didn't get out of bed until 3pm, I mean I was up and down many times from 7am but just didn't stay up.

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Aw thank you so much @MissGremlin - I can see that even though things can be overwhelming for you at times, you have a beautiful community here who you can talk with about so many different topics, which is wonderful. I am curious to know if that helps you to feel safe or nurtured? 🥰

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@MissGremlin I just found the English dubbed one and downloaded it, oh I mean I found it online and purchased it legally..... (whistles innocently), Avatar was a good movie as well, I haven't seen the sequels, but they're on my wishlist

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@AuntGlow not sure really. But it definitely helps to keep me distracted when things are so intense. Being stuck in the headspace I'm in at the moment is really a scary space so I'm trying hard to focus on other things. It's somewhat working but it often feels like I'm fighting a losing battle.

The community here is really amazing and something I really treasure ❤️.

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@Former-Member haha i haven't downloaded anything since limewire disappeared 😂.

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@MissGremlin Lmao, Limewire, geez I haven't heard that name for years, I remember napster as well. If you're on a pc I can send a link to the movie if you want

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@Former-Member oh I have a pc that still running Windows XP so it chooses when it wants to work 😂. I very, very rarely even try to turn it on, I only use my phone these days.

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@MissGremlin windows XP is one of my favourite versions, damn, the movie is 699MB so probably a bit big for the phone

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@Former-Member i can't get used to the newer versions of Windows, it just seems to complicated. Yeah probably would be a bit big for the phone, not to worry. I've got several of the streaming apps to watch things on.

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@MissGremlin I've cancelled all streaming subscriptions, due to money being tighter than a fish's bumhole, but I use a website and a VPN to stream stuff for free, sometimes there aren't complete series of shows and low quality latest movies, but beggars can't be choosers

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