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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin it absolutely sucks not being able to speak freely in what's supposed to be your safe space. if you have any posts you'd like me to delete/edit so that feels safer for you, let me know.

we're here for you 💙

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@MissGremlin damn, I'm sorry they torment you, My mum, sister and three kids were the main reason why I left my ex fiancee, so she could escape and have a chance at happiness with someone else. Back then I believed my families lies and I wasn't mentally strong enough back then to fight against them, not to mention I thought I was doing the right thing siding with my children, not seeing their lies and deception.

I sacrificed everything, destroyed all I had built with my ex, for lies and false promises, I was left with nothing but the truth, the harsh truth of my family and children and their true natures

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@rav3n it really does. I just wish there was a way to stop them from doing this. I just want to be able to share my story and get support without the fear of being judged and having things used against me.

Really having a hard time right now, my thoughts are really powerful and don't like how it's all building up inside of me.

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@Former-Member I'm sorry that you were put in that situation. It's horrible the way things happen and when struggling with mental health I can really be hard to know what to do and whether you are making the right choice.

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@MissGremlin oh 100%, I was being traumatised from what I was witnessing at work, which made me even more susceptible to my families manipulation. I hope your family backs down and leaves you alone.

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@Former-Member that sucks and I'm sorry you had to go through that. Yeah they won't unfortunately. Anyway really need a Subject change right now.

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@MissGremlin fair enough, what tv show are you into at the moment? I'm re watching game of thrones and working my way through episodes of Below deck

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@Former-Member I'm watching Buffy and Angel.

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@MissGremlin oh nice! yeah it's been a while since I've watched those, but they were always good to watch. My favourite character in buffy is Willow and Spike in both

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@MissGremlin I just had that silent episode of Buffy pop into my head, the one that one awards, with those creepy silent guys

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