Battles

@NightFury no need for apologies, you know your mind and body, you do what you need to do so you can hold things together, I myself have had to step away a couple of times today before my mind spiralled.

@Former-Member just makes it hard to try and get support.

@MissGremlin Yeah I bet it does, I feel for you big time. and I dare say there's something in the community guidelines about sharing messenger links or other ways for messages. Update: I just checked and there is under the section of staying anonymouse

@rav3n why am I always messing things up. I shouldn't have said anything and now i really regret it 😞. Now things are really spiralling out of control.

@Former-Member i regret saying anything about it right now. Cos now it's ruined things, I'm always good at messing things up.

@MissGremlin I understand part of it, I'm an open book and too trusting, I like to live by the saying "tell the truth so you don't have to remember any lies", but I've even had family use my openness and honesty against me. like I'm handing them the Kn1fe and trusting they don't st4b me, I've gotten myself into the poo a few times with loved ones for sharing things that I shouldn't

@MissGremlin you don't have to be sorry. You did nothing wrong. You made a statement, I needed to clarify for my own mind and you did. That's the opposite of doing anything that you need to be sorry for.

I just...am having a big conversation with @AuntGlow that's left me feeling very emotional and I can't be my best here in this thread for you, at the same time.

@MissGremlin Ah crap, see that's the thing, to me family should want the best for you, be there to help you, rather than be jealous and wanting you to fail, it's so hard for me to not just walk up to my family waving my finger at them saying "thieves of joy, all of you thieves", lmao I'm not bitter at them at all