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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Former-Member yes I'll often write something but as soon as I know it's been read I'll edit it. Private threads would be a great idea.

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@MissGremlin @rav3n what do you mean by being watched in here? Is it a safe space?

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@AuntGlow firstly it's lovely to have you here. At the moment there's really not much i can do to feel safe which makes things hard, as for nurtured I'm not sure I've ever felt it.

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Oh I have to answer as well now,

Sensory toolkit... hmmm, something tasty, gotta be cheese, something to stream some music, and maybe a pen and a book of sudoku or perhaps a pair of binoculars all in a beautiful location.

weird facts..... Atheism is a non prophet organisation, A man who walks through an airport turnstile backwards is going to Bangkok.

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@MissGremlin thank you for replying. I appreciate it. Your comment set off alarm bells and I had to ask, so thank you for clarifying.

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@Former-Member oh some good ideas there.

Haha to that second weird fact 😂

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Sorry @NightFury.

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just to confirm as well, this is a safe space!! @NightFury us mods do look over and edit posts at times, but that's for safety purposes and we always reach out to members when we do edit posts 😊

also loving your self-care kit! salty foods are in mine too, and fidget toys are must!! haven't heard of Needoh ice cubes before but i googled it and they look so satisfying to squish 😍

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It's okay @MissGremlin, it just came at an ironic time where I was being reassured that this was a safe space and my brain went...wait, hang on, hooooold up!

@rav3n thank you for clarifying. I appreciate it.

I have a work Needoh Icecube and three or four of them at home. I tend to reach for them when I need to keep my hands busy. It's not unusual for me to sit on the couch and watch TV and be squishing away.

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