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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MJG017 I'm glad to hear that you had a fun night, playing pool is so much fun. Coming back to reality sucks big time though.

It's a rarity in my world too so I know the feeling.

I can relate to the everything inside us screams at us to stop, that's literally been my entire day today and still going, every part of me wants to give up. I actually just took Casper out to the toilet and looked up at the night sky. Had to laugh at Luna seeing your hand as prey cos I just had Casper trying to nibble on my hands while I was trying to pull my blankets up 😂

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@MissGremlin

I would happily take a nibble, but Luna's eyes go wide and her ears go back and she's like a little furry great white shark! To be fair though, there is a small possibility I wind her up a bit and ask for everything I get. 😁

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@MJG017 haha that explanation is perfect 😂. Puppies are generally described as piranhas or velociraptors but Casper is a very gentle boy. He does like to pounce on you though and if you move your toes under the covers he will gladly try to attack them 😂. Honestly though it's so much fun to wind them up, what else are we supposed to do for entertainment around here 😂

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@MissGremlin how is that beautiful puppy going?

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@NightFury He is doing well 😊

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@MissGremlin Good, I'm glad. They're beautifully innocent at that age.

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@NightFury he really just is so placid and gentle 😊

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@MissGremlin dogs just give so much unconditional love, it's beautiful. I'm glad you have a little puppy to cuddle and shower love on.

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@NightFury yes they do. It's been a rough run for me when it comes to having dogs. This almost didn't happen because my anxiety really kicked in and at last minute I freaked.

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@MissGremlin I get it. We get so attached to our animals. I'm glad it did happen for you.

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