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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Sounds like a super invalidating experience @MissGremlin it can be tough hey when there's a mismatch with the person you speak to. Maybe see how you feel in half an hour or so and if you still feel overwhelmed, try em again and speak to someone different?

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@Jynx yeah maybe. I don't even feel like I'm real right now, like I'm just floating around but I'm not really here. It's hard to explain it.

How are you going anyway, been thinking about you.

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I know that feeling @MissGremlin, the one where there's too much tension inside of you and you feel like you're going to explode. It's like even my skin vibrates.

How do I get through it...I do a lot of physical stuff...I fidget, I walk, I pace, run my hands under cold water.

I don't know if any of that is helpful, but I can relate.

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@NightFury it's a horrible feeling hey. It's like I struggle to keep still but moving feels scary cos that fear of losing control is too much.

I've tried fidgeting with some fidget toys and i splashed some cold water on my face. But honestly tonight it's just not helping, nothing is which is really frustrating.

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@MissGremlin you're sweet hun. Chugging along as per, few challenges here n there of late but we take it in stride eh? Hehe, thanks for asking 😊

I hope tomorrow is easier on ya hun 🫂 Night night

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ohh that sucks when the call ends when you're at your most vulnerable point, sorry to hear that happened @MissGremlin

has hard is it was, you gave it a go and that shows a lot of strength. i gotta hop off, please take care and i'll chat to ya next time 💙

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@Jynx one day at a time sweet. Sending you hugs. Night night ♥️

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@rav3n was definitely not helpful in that moment.

Hope you have a good night. Night night ♥️

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Hello @rav3n @Jynx @Ru-bee @MJG017 @AuntGlow how is everyone today?

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I'm gonna have to say a hi and bye as I'm about to hop off for the evening @MissGremlin but I hope you've had a good day 🙂

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