Battles

Thanks @rav3n. Puppy is a sensitive subject right now. Why can't things just go ok for me for a while, why does life have to keep throwing bad things my way.

ohh ofc no worries! @MissGremlin how about we create our own lil island instead - first of all, what does your new house on this island look like? single-storey, 10 storey? what colour are your walls painted?

@rav3n only 2 storey i reckon, each room would have different coloured walls.

niceee! i'm gonna build my place not too far from yours, mine's 2 storey's too, with high-rise ceilings. gonna paint the walls in pastel colours @MissGremlin

whats in your front and backyard? garden, playground, pool, etc? if you could pick 3 shops/centres/entertainment places to be near you, what would they be?

@rav3n gotta have a pool, playground and a garden maze.

Have to have an indoor cinema and a bowling alley. Each room has to have speakers so music can be heard throughout the whole place.

@MissGremlin ooo love that, a garden maze sounds lovely!! i can just imagine butterflies roaming around in there.

oh i'm definitely copying you with the indoor cinema and music speaker idea. i've also got a reading room/lil library where there's just walls of books and lil bean bags/cushions to slouch and read on. i'm also gonna a sound proof room to go scream in whenever i need a break lol.

okay so now we have our homes, i reckon we should have a business together... any ideas of what we would sell? or what do we call our business/company?

@rav3n there's definitely lots of butterflies flying around.

Ok i don't want my own library but I'm gonna come and chill in yours when I wanna read a book. Definitely having a sound proof room aswell.

I can't think of anymore right now. I'm far too stressed out right now and really finding it hard to focus. I'm sorry.

@MissGremlin yes, you're always welcome to come over!! i'll definitely be showing up at yours for bowling, i need to practice my skills.

absolutely no stress at all!! let me put my thinking cap on... hmm this reminds - we can sell those fluffy velcro wallpapers!! not sure what we'll name it tho, might just have to be 'Dreamy & rav3n's Wonderland'? we can sell some other stuff too... but my brain's blank on other ideas haha.

are we going to have mythical creatures in our island or sticking to real ones?

@rav3n awww thanks and you're always welcome to come over aswell. I used to do league bowling, I still have my shoes and ball but I'm a bit out of practice. I can kick butt on wii bowling though 😂.

Oh yes definitely gotta get those fluffy wallpapers out there. Yeah my brain doesn't want to think much anymore.

Can go for a mixture of both i reckon.

@rav3n so I tried to reach out to a crisis service and tried to explain how I was feeling. Which went like this "My heart is pounding, it's hard to breathe, my chest hurts, my body feels so tense but restless at the same time. It's like there's too much pressure inside of me and it all wants to come rushing out. I feel like I'm going to explode and lose control".

And I was met with "what will you do now?" Then the chat was ended on me before I could even reply.

Really need support but it seems I'm out of luck.