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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin be gentle with yourself then hun, physical stuff is a time hey. Especially when so much energy is also going into surviving.

Catch you next time 😊💜

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@Jynx i am, been sitting down doing some colouring. Surviving really is taking every bit of energy in me right now.

Thanks for the chats. Have a good night ❤️

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i've been so busy catching up notifications and didn't really get a chance to respond to everyone yet, but before i head off - wanted to quickly say hiii @MissGremlin 💙

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omg and i just saw the puppy SO FREAKING CUTEEEE 😍

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I missed that you were feeling ill @MissGremlin sorry to hear it. Do you have POTS or was that someone else?

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Hello @rav3n, hopefully chat to you next time ❤️

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@Till23 all good, I'll survive just been an off day. Think there's a few with POTS on here. But there's no diagnosis for me yet other than hypotension but I've had that for most of my life. It's frustrating that doctors haven't been able to work out what causes my heart rate to spike the way it does.

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Are you aware that your heart rate has gone up @MissGremlin, or only if you measure it?

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@Till23 oh I'm very much aware. I get heart palpitations, chest pain that radiates through my back, neck, arms and jaw, my breathing is as if I've run a marathon, my whole body both inside and outside shakes, i get dizzy and almost pass out. It's a horrible feeling and quite literally feels like I'm dying when it spikes to over 200bpm.

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Have you been investigated for it @MissGremlin

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