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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin @MJG017 ,

Sounds like a lot has been going on for you both lately.

I just want to say that I'm glad to see you here. I know life throws some curveballs at us sometimes.

Hence we are here to support each other.

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@MJG017 yes it was very nice. There's a few of them that have gone that bit extra but not many. This was a new person that I've never spoken to before and it was very much needed after the last person pushed for details when i was already in a really bad way. I made sure I left some good feedback for them 😊

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@tyme life definitely throws some curveballs. It's nice to be here with everyone and I always love chatting to @MJG017 and yourself.

The support here from everyone really is invaluable and I'm so thankful that we have it 😊

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@tyme thanks for checking in still lugging around this 5000 pound sleigh but it's getting towards the end of the day put the kiddos to bed and just stare at the ceiling for a few hours will be nice 😂

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Yes! Putting those kiddos to bed is always a pain, but when they are down, it's the best feeling ever. Do they go to school tomorrow? @amonrae04

Have you been able to do something nice for yourself today?

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  • @tyme yes both at school tommorow. Managed to do quiet a bit of meditation and watched the F1 sprint race so not too bad. How about yourself?

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Nice!

I have my niece who likes to sleep in my bed with me... she has school so I don't let her sleep with me on school nights. She's not home at the moment, but once she's home, I'm sure she'll come over to my house to stay the night...

@amonrae04

They are cute, but I also have enough of them sometimes.

Glad you had a moment spare to do some mindfulness 🙂 That's great you enjoy watching F1 🙂

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@MJG017 don't suppose you are awake at all?

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Hi @MissGremlin

I'm just getting ready for bed. Sleep may or may not come quickly. What's up?

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@MJG017 i was trying to sleep but just finding myself really on edge and worked up. So much happening within my body and it's feeling all too much. And yes I'm trying to get through to lifeline but it seems to be busy tonight.

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