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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I don't even have eat buds @MissGremlin ... Really old school music and art... In some ways.... Weirdly.. ahead of my time.... In others

Needs edit.. not eating ear buds

Blooming auto text lol

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@Appleblossom i was slow to the party when it came to ear buds, i only got them last year. But I'm really glad I do have them now cos the noise cancelling on them is a game changer for being able to get through shopping trips.

Nothing wrong with that.

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@MissGremlin I do like sparkly things!!

omg yes noise cancelling headphones are the only reason I can tolerate going shopping ahaha

@Appleblossom @MJG017

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@Jynx sparkly things are pretty. I think it's funny when people complain about glitter being in their house, like I love glitter being everywhere 😂.

It gets me cos going back just over a year ago the noise never worried me but now it's massive sensory overload and I can't handle it.

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@Jynx i really feel this right now. I know there's nothing anyone can do to fix things but I just don't want to sit alone with everything.

 

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I totally agree @MissGremlin by n large people don't need help as much as they need love.

Sitting with ya hun 💜

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Thanks @Jynx ❤️.

I haven't even been doing my colouring cos I just don't have it in me, feel like I've lost joy in everything.

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@MissGremlin 😮

Noooo colouring not on the table? Hard.

Maybe today isn't about finding joy. Maybe it's just about finding comfort?

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@Jynx but like it's been off the table for the last few days, since I finished the last one.

There's no comfort to be found either 😞.

This is how I know I'm headed to a very dark place. It's a big red flag for me as are a few other things.

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@Jynx really not sure anything is going to keep me here tonight 😞.

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