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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx ok, I'll stay and hold hold your hand for the scary bits ❤️.

Honestly my heart melts everytime I get a kind message here from someone. It's those little messages that are keeping me here at the moment. Just knowing that I've made a difference to other people but they don't know how much of an impact they are having in my life, there's just no words to describe it.

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just catching up now @MissGremlin glad to hear you're holding on 💙

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@rav3n I'm trying but I feel like I'm slipping.

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@MissGremlin we bringing the magnets back out tonight, we're holding onto you 💙

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@MissGremlin MAGNETS ARE GO

so is SOUL CRUSHING HUG!!

Oh you are so squished, are you ok in there?

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@Jynx @rav3n thankyou ❤️. Those magnets are definitely needed tonight.

@Jynxsquishing is good, need to keep everything together. Also being squished means I can't hurt myself.

Feel like my body is in a state of shock, i can't stop shaking, my heart is pounding so hard and fast, my breathing is really fast and shallow.

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@MissGremlin shock sucks, but it always ends hun, remember that!!

I am off, one last 🫂 for the road! Be gentle with your wonderful self, catch you next time!

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@Jynx thankyou ❤️.

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Hello @MJG017, how are you going? I've been worried about you, I know you have alot going on. Just know that I'm here for you ❤️

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@MissGremlin

Thanks for checking in and the concern. It's been a difficult 5 days so I've just been keeping to myself, distracting myself as much as possible. It's just hard at the moment. I do appreciate the message though, it means a lot right now. ❤️

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