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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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You could probably spend more time choosing a movie than actually watching one! 😂

@MissGremlin That sounds really weird with your ear though! 😳 Hopefully it settles down soon. If it keeps happening or you’re worried about it, it might be worth mentioning to your GP too, just so they can have a look 💛

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Oh wow, who would have thought lol. I hope that it's settled down now and I’m glad you figured out what it was @MissGremlin

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@Nala2022 haha i reckon I do 😂.

I got a wave of emotions as soon as the ending come on of it takes two, got that horrible lump in my throat like I was about to cry but I held it back. I've chosen to watch twilight.

My ear is fine now but that was definitely super weird. Shame it wasn't just that that's causing the dizziness. Sigh it's never something simple 😂.

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@MissGremlin Aww, I can understand why the ending brought up a lot of emotions for you, especially with how much that movie means to you. Sometimes those comfort movies can hit a little differently when we watch them as adults too. I’m glad you let yourself feel it, even if you did hold the tears back 💛

Twilight is a pretty good choice for the next movie though!

I was hoping you would have solved the dizziness mystery haha. Typical that it couldn’t be something that simple! I’m glad your ear is feeling fine now though 💛

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@Nala2022 that's very true. It was just out of nowhere and I didn't realise it until it was there.

Would have been good to solve the mystery but at least it was a simple fix to stop the noise. Just need to find out what's causing all these horrible symptoms cos I don't think it's just things coming out of my system anymore.

I'm getting really anxious, it's only an hour now until the mental health team come (I'm safe). I'm sitting here doing my diamond art. I was going to have an iced coffee but the nausea is still too much 😞.

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I hope you find out some answers soon @MissGremlin. Sometimes we just want to know the cause and how we can treat the symptoms, even just for some peace of mind

I know it’s easier said than done but try to hold on to the thought that this could be a different experience this time. You’ve already voiced what type of support you’re needing from them and you’ve been really clear about what you need, so hopefully they’ll listen and you’ll feel a bit more supported this time. For now, just keep focusing on your diamond art and taking things one little bit at a time. You've got this! 💛

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@Nala2022 it would be nice to know if there's something i can do to get relief from them.

I'm trying so hard to, I just keep thinking about all the bad experiences previously and how let down i felt then. It scares me if they can't do anything to help cos then i know what's going to happen (I'm safe). I'm about to pack up my diamond art and feed my snake as it's feeding day.

Thankyou sweet, and thankyou for being here today. It's been so lovely to chat about everything ❤️.

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I really hope they’re able to help you find some relief too @MissGremlin. I can understand why those past experiences are playing on your mind, but hopefully today gives you a different experience and you feel listened to and supported

Oh wow, what's it like owning a snake??

And of course! I’ve really enjoyed our chats today too 😊. I’m glad I could be here with you, and I hope the rest of your afternoon goes as smoothly as possible. Talk soon 💛

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@Nala2022 i love snakes and always wanted one. She's such a beautiful snake aswell. I'd still love to one day have my Murray darling python!

Thankyou sweet. I hope you have a good rest of your day ❤️.

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