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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Nala2022 I'm struggling to even see a tiger at the moment, but I guess we'll see 😂.

It's almost time for an iced coffee i reckon!

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I’m sure it’ll turn out fine, either way it’ll look really nice and colourful 😊

Yum! I might make another iced coffee, you've convinced me haha @MissGremlin

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@Nala2022 it'll definitely look colourful 😂.

I'm just finishing this section and then I'll make myself one.

I'm happy that captain is on now, been looking forward to chatting to her and doing diamond art together ☺️.

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That sounds like a good plan, you’ve definitely earned that iced coffee! 😊

I’m glad Captain is on too. It sounds like having someone to chat with while you both do your diamond art will be a nice way to spend the day @MissGremlin 💛

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@Nala2022 I've just finished the section so now it's time for an iced coffee.

Really not sure about this picture though.

It's always lovely to have connection with someone that means alot to you and the fact that we both share a love for diamond art is awesome ☺️

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Enjoy your iced coffee 😊

I actually think it’s coming along really well! I think you might surprise yourself once you’ve finished more of it. Why aren't you sure about the picture?

Absolutely, it’s so lovely having that kind of connection with someone, especially when you have something you both enjoy doing together @MissGremlin 💛

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@Nala2022 my iced coffee ran out, there seemed to be a rather large hole in my glass 😂.

It's just the colours are off, it's meant to be more a tan colour, not orange. The colours on the background surface don't match the gems. Yes I'm fussy 😂.

It most definitely is ❤️.

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Oh no really haha?

That sounds frustrating! And you’re allowed to be fussy! 😂 Hopefully once you’ve got more of it done, the overall picture will come together how you want it to @MissGremlin 💛

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@Nala2022 seems the iced coffee went down a little too easily 😂. It was yummy 😋.

Guess we'll see how it turns out. I'm committed now anyway 😂.

The headspins are pretty bad at the moment as is the nausea, really wanting it to ease. It's sent my thoughts spiralling a bit so I'm waiting to get through to a crisis service (I'm safe).

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I'm Glad it was yummy and you enjoyed it though! 😋

I’m sorry the headspins and nausea are getting so bad again @MissGremlin. I can understand how feeling so physically awful can make your thoughts spiral too. I’m really glad you’re reaching out to a crisis service and that you’re safe. I hope they’re able to give you some support while things feel particularly difficult

I’m just finishing up on the Forums now, but I hope the rest of your day is as gentle as possible. Take care of yourself 💛

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