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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin got some blankets to burrito into? Snug n secure, helps me when I'm feeling brittle.

Ice cream or hot choccie weather? Hard to say huh...

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@Jynx have been laying under my comforter but feeling very out of sorts.

Unsure, but I couldn't eat or drink anything at the moment anyway.

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@MissGremlin fair enough hun, just focusing on what we can do hey!!

How's the tunes going this arvo, radio been good? Singing along?

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@Jynx i can't do this today ay, I'm out sorry.

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I'm sorry it's so rough @MissGremlin please look after yourself - reach out as needed, bring it back to basics, you know the drill. You got this hun, we will be here for you when you get back 💜

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@Jynx what's the point anymore. I'm lucky to get a few good moments every now and then.

I'm completely exhausted and just don't have anything left in me. The basics are even too much for me right now, just keeping my heart beating and breathing is hard. I just want to crumble into a million pieces but I don't want to put myself back together again.

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@MissGremlin perhaps the point could be curiosity - to see what tomorrow brings? Perhaps the point is comfort - carving it out wherever you can. Perhaps the point is to hold on, because the world still needs your light.

If you crumble, we will help you with putting it all back together again, don't you worry!

Hugs 🫂🫂

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@Jynx taking a deep breath and trying hard to get out of this head space but I'm spiralling further and further into darkness.

Keep me here if you can cos I feel like I'm floating away into a big black void. I just want to be held while I cry and to be told that somehow everything is going to be ok. I've messed everything up and I'm not sure there's any coming back from this.

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Hey @MissGremlin, sitting with you tonight as well through this challenging time for you. Let me know if there's anything I can do to support you. What are you doing with your evening?

Take care

RiverSeal

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Thanks @RiverSeal. Right now I'm not sure what to do. Trying to sort out picking a picture to colour but not sure if I have it in me. Really not feeling myself today, don't feel like I'm in my body.

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