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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i can understand why it feels that way. Despite doing everything you can someone has still invaded your space and that would leave you feeling incredibly vulnerable.

I'm so sorry this has happened to you sweetheart. Sending so much love and hugs ❤️.

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@Nala2022 I'm feeling pretty blah. Finding it hard to stand for any amount of time without feeling like I'm going to pass out (I'm safe).

That being said I'm getting ready to head to the shops with my friend so hoping the trip goes ok. Just need to take things slowly but I'm glad I won't be alone.

I know you'll be heading off soon so I hope you have a lovely rest of your day ❤️.

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I'm safe but feeling both frustrated and scared as I sit here waiting for an ambulance to show up. I didn't call it and it and don't feel it's necessary but the person that called me from the ambulance service was very rude and abrupt and hung up on me while I was trying to explain to her that it isn't needed. Just needed to get this out.

Sitting here doing my diamond art with Casper snuggled up with me.

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I'm sorry that this is happening not by your choice @MissGremlin - hope that the EMTs are kind to you 🤞

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@Jynx they just came and left, they were both nice and understanding. It's just so stressful when this happens, it was 3.30am the other day when I had one show up.

Anyway I'm back in bed now and just trying to focus on my diamond art.

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Glad to hear that it wasn't too rough on you hun. Hope you can get some rest tonight @MissGremlin 💜

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Thankyou @Jynx ❤️. I'm just working on calming myself down so that I can hopefully sleep (I'm safe).

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Hi @MissGremlin,

How are you feeling today?

I'm glad you got to catch up with your friend yesterday, how did that go?

Thank you 😊, I ended up staying in last night, watched NRL with my partner and got takeout. I fell asleep fairly early last night I was so tired 😅

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Morning @Nala2022, I'm feeling out of it at the moment. I've only just woken up after a very up and down night, going to make myself a cuppa and feed Casper.

It was nice being able to see my friend again and having cuddles with her bubs.

That sounds like a nice time and I'm glad you got an early night ☺️.

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I'm sorry to hear your night was so up and down @MissGremlin 💛

Hopefully having a slow morning with Casper and a cuppa will help, even if it's just a little.

I'm glad you were able to see your friend and have some cuddles with the little one, that sounds really lovely ☺️

Thank you so much, it was much needed 💛

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