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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I love listening to the rain when I'm trying to sleep, it's so peaceful. Haha lucky Casper

Well I hope you get to 😊, they really do put a smile on your face. Oh no, still trouble with your car?

We will wait to hear from her and when we do, we will be there for her @MissGremlin. It's great to see the connection you all have with one another, that's what forums is about. Supporting and connecting with one another 💛

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@Nala2022 it's so relaxing. He gets so excited when I get to the last little bit 😂.

The issues are ongoing with my car, it's too expensive to fix so I just have to deal with it and hope that she holds out. She's getting harder to jump-start though so it's getting worse.

Most definitely will always be there for her. The connections on here are everything and unique in there own way. I'm worried about Monday/Tuesday when the forums will be undergoing maintenance.

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Haha Casper knows exactly what's coming 😆

I'm sorry to hear the car is getting worse though. That must be really stressful when you're relying on it and don't have many options other than hoping it keeps going

And I can understand why you're worried about the forum maintenance. The connections you've built here are really important, and it makes sense that a disruption to that feels unsettling

For now, just try to take things one day at a time and for Monday/Tuesday see how you go and reach out to other supports if you can. Hopefully things will be resolved quickly @MissGremlin

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I've had a bit of a morning. @Nala2022 @MissGremlin

I've had the Police here. Someone tried to break into my car in the early hours of this morning. The gate was locked, they jumped it and walked around the car trying the doors. When they couldn't get in, they stole two bags of sticks and left. I caught it on camera.

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@NightFury oh sweet, that sounds so scary.

How are you holding up?

I'm here for you sweetheart ❤️.

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I'm a bit shakey.

I've had a short moment of tears and I've done lots of cleaning. Lol. I know it's silly, but I had to move and do things. I had to force myself to sit and have a cuppa and some breakfast. @MissGremlin @Nala2022

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Oh no that's terrible @NightFury 😣

Luckily you caught it on camera, but that would still be really unsettling

How are you feeling now?

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@NightFury that's completely understandable to be shakey.

I get what you mean as I do the same, kind of just keep going until I drop or force myself to stop.

I'm glad you've caught it on camera, maybe police will be able to identify them. But it's still so unsettling having someone invade your space especially after what you went through last year.

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I can imagine, it's not silly at all @NightFury, we all cope with things differently and sometimes moving the body helps in moments like this.

I hope you were able to enjoy your cuppa and breakfast 💛

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I think @MissGremlin that it's kind of hit home that the things I put in place to help me to feel safe (cameras, locks on the gate etc) after what happened last year, don't really keep me safe.

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