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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I'm awake! That's about as far as I've gotten. @MissGremlin I'm sitting in bed doom scrolling and thinking about how hungry I am.

How are things feeling for you now?

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@NightFury oh I feel you. I'm awake, I got up to feed Casper and make a coffee and now I'm laying back in bed. Sounds like it's just about breakfast time for you?

Things are feeling really intense, I was chatting to a crisis service but they decided to just leave me alone to have a break and think about things. I'm safe for now, snuggling Casper and keeping connected here.

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It might be just about breakfast time @MissGremlin but bed is comfy, so I think I'll stay here for a bit longer.

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@NightFury fair call. Bed is definitely comfy and you deserve the chance to lay and just be.

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What are you up to over there? @MissGremlin

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@NightFury just got back from the shops and put a roast beef in the oven. What about you sweet?

Oh and made a hot chocolate with marshmallows 😋

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I am laying on the loungeroom floor, while Luna is snoring on the couch @MissGremlin lol. I've not long gotten back from Big W. I had an impromptu dash in to get a few things.

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@NightFury haha the sacrifices we make for our pets 😂. Big w was the last place that I went and I found some goodies in there.

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Luna needed a new blanket for the bed, and I needed a new pillow and some towels. @MissGremlin they're not really goodies. Lol.

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@NightFury i dunno a new pillow and fresh towels sound pretty amazing to me and a blanket for precious Luna which I'm sure she loves.

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