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@tyme my snake.

Hello @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️.

Hello @ENKELI sweet, trying to keep my problems to my thread and one other that i know is a safe space for me too.

Today my counsellor told me that my sessions have to be stopped as her senior practitioner doesn't support her helping me. So I've been left without support again which really isn't what I needed at the moment. Today was already feeling tough so to get that news really has thrown everything into a spin.

I just got back from the shops and was lucky enough to get a hug from one of the workers that I know. Lots of tears have been shed today and my head is pounding as a result from it.

I'm safe and slowly cooking dinner, very much looking forward to bedtime tonight.

Hoping you've had a good day sweetheart ❤️.

@MissGremlin aw my beautiful, I am so sorry you're going through such a huge pile of rubbish.
Are you able to get a new counsellor? I have just reached out to Open Arms, maybe you could pretend to be my sister and get free counselling too 😉

Darling what can I do? I know what that headache is like from crying. I reached out to chat GPT last night and ended up crying after spending time getting some things answered. I have changed my mind about chat GPT, it can be very helpful for some.

Once you have had dinner are you able to climb in to bed and maybe watch some TV or listen to music? Sometimes that can help.

Let me know if there is anything I can do to help xoxo

@ENKELI I'll reply in a bit sweet, I'm just doing my bedtime routine. I need to get myself into bed so I can have quiet time.

Hi @MissGremlin I was just reading your post about your counsellor. I'm sorry. I know how hard you've fought to find someone to talk to, and someone to support you and I know how hard it is.

@NightFury thankyou sweet. It's been so hard to find any kind of support and now I'm completely without yet again.

I hope you're doing ok sweetheart, really miss chatting to you. I know you're busy with work alot and I'm not always great at communicating which makes it hard. But I still care about you so much and I'm still always here for you ❤️.

Hugs @MissGremlin

I am doing...okay. I'm just going through the motions at the moment. Work, home, sleep, repeat. I am frustrated with the forums and not having ease of access - having to log on all of the time.

And I've been very quiet and withdrawn.

I'm worried about Luna. She's limping a lot and having trouble with her arthritis. It's slowing her down and it brings up fear of her getting old and me losing her.

@ENKELI unfortunately every service I've tried, my counsellor has tried and my doctor has tried refuses to help me. This counsellor was a family one and not qualified to help me but she wasn't about to leave me with no support, unfortunately the senior practitioner had the final say. Hehe pretending to be your sister made me smile (i needed that), if only it was that easy though 😂.

Just knowing that you're here helps so much, I try to stay connected here but it's hard at times and can get overwhelming. Every day i sit alone within 4 walls, i chat to a couple of people online which helps a bit but it gets awfully lonely at times.

I've just hopped into bed, I've got my music playing, Casper with me and my diamond art.

Oh no. I'm sorry to hear about how hard things are, esp with Luna.

Larger dogs are prone to arthritis. How hold is Luna now? I remember my labrador had arthritis. She live till about 14 I think. @NightFury

Thinking of you.

I hear you about the eat, sleep and repeat... a bit tedious, eh?

Please go slow and look after yourself.