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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Sorry pressed send before I started my msg @MissGremlin just typing it now lol

Tooo quick for me @MissGremlin you did the dishes 🤣, here it is for tomorrows dishes 🤣


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=V9GB_sb-yIU&list=RDV9GB_sb-yIU&start_radio=1&pp=ygUYbGlrZSBhIHByYXllciBhZnJvIGhvdXNloAcB&ra=m

He did another remix of it here came out Monday I am getting impatient though I am waiting for his release of “girls just want to have fun” which I am looking forward to ☺️


haha no need for a therapy with Casper- best blanket ever right! Our animals are so special aren’t they, help us so much!

I am glad you bounce back quickly! That’s good!! Glad you are feeling better!

heading off for a bit not sure if I’ll be on later but if not, hope you have a chill night my friend 🙏

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@Chasingsunsets i shall listen to it tomorrow, might have to put my earbuds in while I do the dishes 😂.

They really are so special.

Hope you have a good night sweet ❤️

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Night is okay over here @MissGremlin, not as productive as I would have liked. But better with donut socks on haha 😉

How are you going? You have to let me know if you like the remix ☺️

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@Chasingsunsets donut socks make everything better 😂.

I'm struggling over here, I've tried to keep things from completely crashing down but I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle. I'm safe and sitting in bed with Casper and I'm doing my diamond art.

I'll definitely let you know, just saving it for tomorrow.

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Okay, you will have to let me know how you go with them! @MissGremlin 🥰

haha awww little Casper.

How are you both doing tonight?

Did you do anything nice for yourself today? 🫶

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I hear you @MissGremlin 🙏, what colour are you up to? I just finished turquoise that I realised I only did half of and then started another colour lol. Mine is starting to come together, stay tuned might be done in 6 months lol.

nah no pressure when you listen of course 😊. The last version I listen to it for more than 48hours on repeat this one hasn’t been listened to as much. How’s mR Casper doing

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@AuntGlow i want to cancel. My anxiety is too much for it.

Casper is doing well, me, well I'm struggling. I'm exhausted from constantly fighting myself and the thoughts (I'm safe).

I laid down earlier today and crashed it, i physically couldn't keep my eyes open. I did a bit of diamond art in the morning and I'm doing some more now. Other than that I haven't done anything.

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@Chasingsunsets I'm chopping and changing colours so much, there's literally a few of each colour at a time in each section as i do it. You're doing well with it, it might only take you 5 months 😂.

48 hours on repeat, that's crazy 😂. Casper is doing well, he's been snoozing away next to me.

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Hehe I often wonder if there is an art to Dimond art and whether I should have started with colours in the middle or something @MissGremlin lol

Yeah could have been more hours I can’t remember now but I thought it was pretty good at the time 🤣

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@Chasingsunsets i work on small sections, usually about 20×20 dots at a time.

Now you've got me wanting to listen to it, but i will wait until tomorrow 😂.

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