Battles

Yesss def backup power @MissGremlin 😆, is the pic approved now? If so I’ll go delete it 😀

There is something cool about the glow ones and my ankles give thanks to them during the night 😂

Bed sounds good, my favourite spot! Have you ever done the exercise “imagine you thoughts go somewhere”… Sounds a bit silly but I made it fun my go down a stream on a banana leaf in a multicolour bubble 🫧 like the ones we blow out the thingy 😂 forget what it’s called. Wonder if you had somewhere where yours go?

we both have 2 no chills, given to us to keep us busy hehe. Gosh got to love them hey.

keen for a pic 🥰

@Chasingsunsets pic was approved sweet ☺️

@Chasingsunsets i think I'm always running on my back up power 😂.

I don't know how many times I've almost stacked it thanks to treading on our tripping over one of Caspers toys 😂.

Bed is always a good place to be. I unfortunately don't have much of an imagination especially when my thoughts are strong and loud. I do love that idea though ☺️.

That's exactly right, we wouldn't change them for the world. They might be crazy at times and keep us on our toes but their love is unconditional and they truly make our lives better.

Sorry @MissGremlin I have to go, I’ll see if you were msging back not sure I’ll make sure I msg back if I see one. No stress if you don’t have a reply.

thinking of you and hope to connect soon 🙏

It's completely ok @Chasingsunsets. Take care of yourself sweet. Sending you hugs ❤️

Yesss I feel you @MissGremlin re back up power gah. Feels like we both need a generator sometimes hey!

Yesss same re Indi toys confetti everywhere lol.

That’s ok @MissGremlin, totally understand it’s something I did when not in a rough phase to have in my pocket when rough. If anytime you want to revisit this topic would be more than willing. No pressure.
sending hugs to you and Casper!

They definitely make life better our pets no sure where I’d be with my girl 🫶

take care, hope to chat tomorrow if you’ll be around 💜

@Chasingsunsets haha yes a generator would be perfect as long as it's got a quick charge feature 😂.

I no sooner pick up Caspers toys and he's goes digging through his tub to pull out one that's right at the bottom but scatters the others everywhere 😂.

Maybe it's something to revisit when things are feeling lighter, don't have many of those moments right now.

I'm sure I'll be around tomorrow, I have a doctors appointment in the morning and meant to have support worker at 1pm but unsure about that one at this stage.

Hope you have a restful evening sweet, lots of love and hugs for you and Indi ❤️.

Today's feeling heavy, too heavy. I had a doctors appointment just before and I told him how I'm feeling and what I want to do, it hurts that he wasn't even phased by it and didn't even question my safety. I've been trying to get through to a crisis service for about 30 minutes now with no success as it's unable to connect. I've cancelled the support worker coming out this afternoon as I don't want to do anything or see anyone. I'm struggling, I'm a mess, I'm so sick of things being like this. I'm crying and shaking, I just want to feel ok, to not feel like I'm drowning or like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. I'm feeling so scared, alone and that I just don't matter to anyone. I'm safe, laying on my lounge with Casper, I want to sleep so I don't have to think or try to fight the thoughts.

Sitting with you @MissGremlin 💜

Afternoon @MissGremlin just dropping past see how you were doing today? Thought I’d do a puppy drop too of baby Caspers and baby Indi’s 🥰🐶🐾