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Thinking of you @MissGremlin

@MissGremlin hi beautiful, I am so sorry I haven't checked in on you this past week, I have been selfishly thinking of myself and my wretched head cold. I sent prayers up for you earlier and thought I must write to you.

I hate that things are still so heavy for you beautiful. People often say that God only tests his strongest warriors but I disagree, sometimes we aren't strong, we are just resilient because we have to be. I think I've said that before.

What's happening darling heart? How is Casper?

Has there been any good things happen the past few days or is it still the same holding pattern you've been enduring?

I wish I could do more for you Gremmy, you are such a beautiful soul and you deserve flashes of colour, not the continuous black and white that life becomes.

Sending you hugs and love xoxo

Evening dreamy @MissGremlin been thinking of you 🙏

@NightFury @ENKELI @Chasingsunsets @Captain24 thankyou all for being here and thinking of me, I appreciate it so much. I'm really not great with communicating at the moment and i apologise for that but I'm reading posts and I'll try to reply when I can.

Sending love and hugs to you all.

It okay @MissGremlin, no rush, no pressure. It’s good to see you around 🫶

@MissGremlin you need to do you first beautiful. No apology necessary. We'll be here when you're able to chat. Thinking of you xoxo

@ENKELI thankyou sweetheart. Just taking things slowly. Hope you're feeling better beautiful, sending lots of love and hugs ❤️.

I'm so sick of losing people around me, yet another loss to try to process. I honestly just can't deal with it, I can't accept it, it's been one after another 😞. Just when I think things can't get any worse then something else happens, will it ever stop? I'm safe and I'm trying to take things second by second but I feel so broken, scared and alone.

Hello lovely, I am just popping in to check on you. It sounds like things are feeling quite vulnerable tonight. @MissGremlin

I can hear that you're processing a big loss and that you're feeling scared and alone... know that we are here with you. What do you need right now to feel safe and soothed? 💛

@ENKELI @Chasingsunsets @NightFury

Hello @AuntGlow sweet, things were already feeling vulnerable before finding this out. I've had to accept that there's something in my life that I'll now never get support with after a phone call on Wednesday. It's completely torn me apart and the future feels so uncertain, I truly feel like my fate is sealed and that I'm just completely doomed. My counsellor session yesterday didn't go ok either and the mental health person didn't call today like she said she would.

Thankyou, right now I'm not sure. Maybe just knowing I'm not alone? I feel so unsettled and like things are swirling around inside of me. It's just alot. I'm safe for the moment and I'm hoping I can sit and do my diamond art after I've done the dishes.